MY LIFE!!

remorseful~

2010-09-28T08:21:00.000-07:00

hahahaha, just sat @ home today thinking of the stupid stuff i have done...

i may not be handsome and all but God was fair to have given me a sweet tongue...hahaha thank God for this tongue that has allowed me to sweettalk... hahahaha

first it was Sophia, the first girl that ever cried to me...i was totally shock and did not know what to do...hahahaha but well luckily we manage to become good friends again...would not i would regret man! hahaha

then came Samantha... i was totally being a fucking jerk! she did her 200% for me but yet i toyed with her -,- i hurt her to the MAX man! she was just too nice lahh, i had to make things clear...at that point in time i was not ready to commit man, i was like @ my peak period of partying man, hahahahaha and i don want to hurt a sweet girl...hahaha

ok this is an exception, clarissa! hahaha she hurt ME! LOL! don wanna get into this topic!...

then it was Chelsie...hmmmm i rly donno how we even started, i went into the scene as a friend then she developed feelings...although i admit i had some for her, but i am a person who will never give up a brotherhood for friendship for a relationship, she was my good friend ex girlfriend, i feel bad enough for making out and all, even though i was nv in a wrong as they ald broke up...but according to my own principles i was not right...but wells...at least we are still talking although there is awkwardness but...hahahaha i guess time will heal her!

all these ladies above are GOODGIRLS! and i missed every single opportunity to get attached! hahahaha who can i blame to be still single? hahaha no one but myself...i have to reflect...and make sure i hold dearly to the next one tt come by...hahahaha someone i can show TLC to... i got not so much money and time to show everyone! hahahaha so i have to FOCUS on one only~ hahahahahaha....but this next girl cannot stop me from going club...and i wont stop her too, cause i will have self control and i know she will too! hahahaha

okok gonna colour my tattoo this thursday! hahahaha gonna hurt all over again! LOL!!!

nth left to say but just feel farrrking remorseful...but i am GLAD Samantha found someone who really love her...hahha i hope...!!

itz time to PARTY and also workout...

2010-09-27T21:53:00.000-07:00

OMG just by working 2 weeks w/o exercise i gained 3kg =,= SMLJ how can this be happening?? damn sian now mus workout ald, back to the canoe-polo days, and i shall drink less, cause liquor have very high lvl of carbohydrate...like macham eating a bowl of rice! hahahaha

ok thursday i am going back to VAGABOND INK to continue my tattoo! add some colours man..hahaha

ok i am heading to gym now my healthy week starts today!

PLEASE IF YOU ARE SEEING THIS! don get so affected by her ok? i am sure if you both talk things out everything will be fine! :) i think you are like the only one reading my blog...hahahaha

study hard yeah! get the straight As and come back redeem your free meal! :)

Its time to BLOG again!!!

2010-09-25T22:49:00.000-07:00

Well Well Well, i promised to continue blogging, and here is it! hahaha

The first 2 weeks of my holidays have been tiring! First week working @ Oktoberfest.. hahaha was damn shiokk mann! LAST DAY of work, was drunk drunk drunk! hahahahaha...within that 4 days i have earned enough for myself to relax the whole holiday! :P

The second week, was L'oreal Sales... i totally din't know why i took the job! 12 hrs but only pay me 70 a day! hahaha but jus because all my friends are working lahh tts why i took up the offer... hahaha but i think i spend half my pay on cosmetics =,= hahahahaha

Alrightsss... it's been 3 weeks ever since Evangeline left... hahaha seen her through her EMO period...so glad now she has adapted well, hahaha have her new friendsss, really glad for her, each time we web-cam i try to make her happy, hopefully she would stay this way, hahahaha i really think she will become my very very good friend! i really like talking to her, she reminds me of Aimillie! hahahaha who in the end i lost contact with :(

So hopefully i could continue to keep in contact with her! hahaha losing contact i will really feel very very sad :( hahahaha...

okok gtg gym to do a work out, getting fatter and fatter...see yahhh :)

我爱超級星光大道5!!

2009-08-23T01:20:00.000-07:00

Dinner @ Pan Pacific Hotel....

2009-07-06T06:55:00.000-07:00

Went to Pan Pac hotel for buffet dinner to celebrate Uncle Kiong's birthday...wonderful dinner...was so concentrated on the food that i forgot to take pictures...LOL...

Food was good...the Salad's bar was damn good...i had soo many rounds of vegetables...LOL...they had goo spread of desserts too...but it was too sinful to even look @ them...LOL...chocolatesss chocolatesssss....LOL....and many other cakes....i dint touch any...just took a bite off mummy's plate...i ate alot of fruits...

Hmmmm...WONDERFUL DINNER INDEED...lol now to do more exercise to burn the extra calories...LOL

Well well well...

2009-06-22T04:37:00.000-07:00

H1N1 what are you doing??? can your start making things serious and make sure there is a Curfew??? LOL

hmmm, but hopefully all my friends and family will be safe...LOL...

Finally got my HP shoulder bag...superly loved~

classes have started...and i am really sad...no more slacking moments..must start working hard liao...play somemore i will cause my GPA to depreciate...LOL

AEROSPACE!!! huat uh....haha its not gonna be easy...but i will make sure i do well :)

i am going through a MINI FINANCIAL CRISIS...lol...hmmm guess i have been spending toooooo much money...i have to start saving...my bank account is gonna have money soon...

okok gonna go do some work ald..LOL....

And someone please jio me to TeoHeng...LOL my throat healing le :)

The most LOSER day of my LIFE...(so far)

2009-06-11T10:57:00.000-07:00

OMG, today's outing with the Team was a complete FAILURE...it could hit the charts of FAIL-BLOG...

okok lemme go through with you the plans we had.....

1) Makan @ ChompChomp...
2) Go to Grapevine drink and chill...
3) Go to the lan near-by and play L4D

sounds like a perfect plan right??? OMG it was soooo perfect untill we left ChompChomp...

B4 we left the place i still had like HALF giant cup of sugarcane left...we decided not to waste it...so ETHAN acting hero say we play game...loser will have to drink it in one mouth...

i suggested 5-10...LOL ETHAN lost...so he glup down the half cup which i think was like 750ml...
He was EXPLODING....

Loser act #1
we went outside ChompChomp...he puked!!!! lol...damn grosss....ewwwww'

Loser act #2
We missed the last bus to Grapevine....-_- we lost track of time...

Loser act #3
We didnt know the place called a friend to ask for address to tell cab uncle...

Loser act #4
Realise Grapevine going to close in like 15 mins...then decided to straight play LAN *it was nearby

Loser act #5
We cab down and true enough Grapevine was closing...but we tried our luck @ the opposite bar Ö-Bar"...we saw from opposite like still open so we chiong across the street climb the FREAKING high fence and then went over only to read the sign "CLOSED"

Loser act #6
Putting all our hopes on the LAN shop...we walked down the road...we glance...there is still people...OMG we all got sooo excited...when we went nearer...it says "CLOSED"

Loser act #7
We went over the 7-11 and tried to get some alcohol to end our misery...who knows, we got JOLLY SHANDY...*how nice* (but i saw Ethan trying to read FHM,i saw him he faster put back i wonder what was he afraid of)

Loser act #8
Decided to take a cab...but was trying to squeeeze 5 people...hmmm nobody wants to take us...the Damian pointed to a Space Wagon...thinking it will cost us a little bit more...but heck it...
We took it, once we went up...it was straight away 8 dollars surcharge...SURCHARGE!!!...haven added the normal cab fair...

Loser act #9
Ah Seng gave wrong direction....

Loser act #10
When i was alone with uncle, chatted with him for awhile...then we decided to talk about the charge...why soooo expensive...but it turns out that if we were to take 2 cabs it would have cost more...as surcharge would have bee 5 dollars each, equivilant to 10 dollars which is more...then realise that all the noise we made in the cab was for nothing...as we are @ advantage...LOL

cab fare was like $30...one person $6 only...LOL....wat a LOSER DAY....

LAST DAY OF MY LOVELY 17TH

2009-05-11T06:40:00.000-07:00

Had a long day, trying to be as childish as i can....my LAST few moments of LOVELY 17
(more pictures on my facebook)

hmmm turning 18 in like two hours time...well...i really hope that i could find someone that i really like...

and i can go sign up for BTT...woots...

will be driving soon, We can have breakfast before we go to school!!
LOVELINESS OF THE SOUL~

hmmmm...was hoping to countdown...but yeah i guess doing it alone is meaningless..just login LALAland go find Maybelle...hahaha

My suprise birthday celebration was SEXY!!!
SIMPLY LOVE EVERYONE WHO PLAYED A PART IN IT...EVEN BY BEING THERE I AM DAMN HONORED :)

Final Clash

2009-04-11T12:32:00.000-07:00

Yo people listen up...comeon ppl shout it out........

had a awesome day...woots...

haha went down to Sentosa after 2hrs of training...thank God Andrew is very kind these few weeks...

haha but went down i think to take photos...LOL...had supper lucky didnt get thrown into the water, or i will be damn SIAN 1/2...

i LOVE Rai's pink glasses...i took it as though it was mine and wear it thruout...LOL then some stupid ppl started singing the rain dance song...LOL guess what!!! it RAINED!!!

hmmmmm then ran all the way to VIVO...ok as in ran to take bus back to VIVO...LOL...
then it was plain slacking session and waiting for people to finish bathing in Sentosa...irritatingness of the Soul...

then ya it was damn fun jus sitting down there taking photo, doin stupid stuff...hmmm...got a few memorable photos...not gonna share muahahahahaha!!!

haha then some SP people started OIE-ing so as PROUD TP students...we all stood up and cheered with all our hearts, untill some stupid brainless MAT REP came to spoil the fun by throwing the soccer ball at us cause we totally own their asses...

Then they SORE LOSER like to the MAX la...basket wan2 pick a fight with us...wakao...we over there is count by hundreds one they like got only 10 or less...haha, then Nic got H-O-T-T-O-G-O....haha then Sunny also H-O-T-T-O-G-O...haha they all HOT TO GO liao...LOL...

then the MAT REP think he damn sut...infront of everyone say what we TP stupid school...walan...i am jus thinking whether he can even enter anot...LOL...just go work as some LOSER begger la...walan u think u can win us if we really wan2 fight?? think again.. use some brains la...opps you aint got any...LOL..

haha mood spoiler...then went to Ben's and Jerry...haha Hui Ling was in a bad mood...hmmmm...tried consoling her with some Minty Chunky Chocolate ice-cream, but she still very upset...hmmm PERFECT FRIEND CHEER UP OKIES!!!! :D

then now i am in MATTHEW's house...hmmm watching they all play mahjong and looking @ Kori Khong sleeping like a DEAD PIG!!! and i am now just updating my blog...i know very long never post photos already...soon okok..will get all at one shot and post it all up!

OKOK now gonna see if i am able to catch some sleep cause tml need to head down to SP to watch Finals....well i am not involve...LOL..

BAck from FOW/FOC 09/10

2009-04-08T20:41:00.001-07:00

WOOOOHOOOOO.....

i reallly reallly regretted that i did not open myself up for FOW...did not really talked to the FOW freshies and getting to know them better...They were really cute...haha...but now they will start to know me better...LOL...guys please do turn up for the outings ok :) espicially the FLAT NOSE...haha
i was really feeling damn bad during FOW..cause of certain things...then i brought that feeling to the competition and i vent it all out on my oponent...i did it real bad...i was going for the ball and when i did not get it...the person was in deep trouble, my dirty tricks all came to action...i donno why but i ws just feeling damn fustrated as i did not know why certain things happen...

then rested on Sunday...thinking through and then my phone rung...hmmmm after like a few hours my mood stabled and i knew why certain things happen....well promised that FOC would be better...LOL..

And it did...i really did...haha i was definately more happy...and cheerful..and i was introduced as JonnyBoy...well i guess that would be my identity...haha i opened myself more to the FOC freshies...got to know a few of them and talking to them...

Performace Night was really good...haha we met with some technical difficulties...but but but i took the mike and did wat i like doing best...to host...LOL...i did a simple introduction for the NEXO's GL performance we did really well in my opinion...The TAI KE dance....haha...i did some ass covering for Sunny...well that is what Brothers are for...LOL...the TAI KE BOYS!!!

i reallly LOVE both the FOW/FOC freshies...both had their good and bad points...LOL...they compliment each other...

I reallly LOVE the GL's too...i got to know them even more...

I am really looking forward to all of the NEXO's outing...i think that is really how all of the freshies would know JonnyBoy more...

I really do admire Ethan...i see they way they are so happy and close...i really feel very happy for him...LOL...good luck man....haha...well i think i am the one needing more luck...LOL...

A very "矛盾" feeling

2009-03-30T18:46:00.000-07:00

Hmmm... well went for hair extention....it totally don suit me...LOL...

then went for Mass GL cheer session...tt all didnt matter...

FY is back...LOL...it means alot more KTVsession...i tout tonight we would make progress....

wanted to sing duet...then always got ppl from the other rooms come(some other camp-mates), then like got this guy duet with her...erm he sing pretty nice...yeah...haha...she also 不赖 ok...但是看着她和别人唱歌，心里有点酸酸的感觉。。。

ayiah the guy keep coming in to duet with ppl...i like 不自在, cause ya not my friend then will shy...somemore i haven "open voice"...

actually i also know how to sing one...is i don wan sing only...LOL...

i donno why last nite i damn damn shy...i don even dare look at her, then Ryan and Shi hua keep disturbing me...-_- but they meant well haha..

你最珍贵....woots...ya sing is sing liao but no 眼神交流...which is totally sucky...cause the "feeling~" not there...i sing my part you sing your part...hmmmmm

then wanted to go home liao...i donno why am i hesitating to send her back also...wa piang...when i finally saw them walk further and further away...i regret...

then i take bus...it was a LONG LONG journey...i sat at the darkest corner...LOL...and i just think...haha i felt so LOSER...i donno i shy what shy sia...then i keep telling Ryan.."die liao this time die liao..." haha he also like abit pissed with me cause he keep helping me make opportunity...LOL...

ayiah total dissapointment with my performance...LOL...

2nd day @ SPCPOC

2009-03-29T09:05:00.000-07:00

Well Today was Team Singapore vs Team Temasek...

We had only 2 objectives in our mind...

#1 Not to allow them to conceed more than 9 goals, which mean not exceeding 2 digits

#2 To score at least 1 goal

We and the final score was..........................................
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15-2

haha we manage to score 2 goals...which was wonderful...we had the whole complex cheering for Team Temasek...LOL...was a glorious moment...

We did not cared how much they scored...haha we scored 2!!!!!

The crowd was roaring...LOL...

ok la some updates of overdued photos...

The Hypecrew gathering...

SPCPOC Day 1

2009-03-28T03:58:00.000-07:00

Well today is a damn hot day...early morning had buterflies all over my stomache...LOL...

I msged her telling her how i was feeling @ around 6.45am, i was not expecting a reply...guess what..... she replied me...encouraging me..LOL..morale booster...haha

First match up against NP alumni...hmmm was not really prepared...cause like haven really warmed up...haha then lost...lol 6-1...hmm i would say we did alot of mistakes and fumbled alot...could have closed up the score margin...

Then had break for like 30 mins-45mins...

Second match up against NUS A, haha won them !!! woots, the wake up call from Andrew was alerting...LOL...we needed to talk more in the pool,.. he say this match nv talk every training do 50 laps of sprinting...laughsss..score was 2-1(scorer Damian and Chester)

haha then we watched RedTide team1 VS Team Singapore...(match of the day)
a freaking good match...LOL...damn exciting...every moment was nail bitting...the RedTide Hungarian player was freaking power la...he is so my idol...LOL...

haha tml we are up against Team Singapore...hmmm not expecting much jus that hoping the goal difference would not be up to 2 digits...and if we can score 1 goal we ought to be super proud, because we are a junior team...

okok my head is splitting...more updates on the competition tml ^^

这是我的心愿

2009-03-24T22:05:00.000-07:00

我希望你永远开心，永远快乐。。。

我只要你开心，天天微笑，不要皱着眉头，我就心满意足了 =)

OTC refresh

2009-03-22T02:41:00.000-07:00

Woots~

OTC refrsh II was great, but i rained half-way though...sad...

Erm, when i thought training was cancelled....but go OTC refresh II still need run so much...LOL..

had a fantastic time...had dinner @ Mac (fattening sia) bo bian, everyone wanted to eat that...

Then i Suggested LAN gaming...LOL...was so suprise tt the girls were intrested...*Left 4 Dead*

we headed down to Katong Shopping Centre, LOL was so tempted to go Teo Heng...LOL...

it was a fantastic bonding time...although i sat beside 2 noobs LOL...Paul and Phoebe...haha..

Who wan2 go Lee Si Song and Lee Wei Song concert??

Picturessss

L4D warriors...

Team #1

Team #2 (Fat Shit left early)

Team #3

Training camp...

2009-03-20T03:04:00.001-07:00

HAHA training camp was SUPERB...except TOO MUCH FOOD!!!

so damn tempting lah...LOL

Indian Chief Sprinting was tough but fun...for more detail can go Ethan's or Damian's blog for the ecery minor thing that happened...LOL...

Picture...

Damian u Died so wrongfully!!!!!

Team photo #1

2008's batch

Test Shot...

Woots...

让我们GET HIGH

2009-03-12T09:18:00.000-07:00

做人，尤其是男人，不可以婆婆妈妈，要拿得起, 放得下

所以我决定了放弃，

不是应为我怕，只是时辰未到。。。

这样做人快乐多咯！:)

i hope it's not true

2009-03-11T21:16:00.000-07:00

well...everytime i think of it over and over again...it is so near but yet so far...

i really wan this to happen...but this little spark might very well be given to every other friend you meet...

It is not as if i cannot eat right now or cannot sleep, but i am just annoyed with myself why i cannot get things right...sometimes i over-interprete, or even totally mis-interprete...

i am so afraid of mis-interpreting already, i have lost many good friends, i really want to treasure you...

if i really lose u...i really am a LOSER...thats why i don really dare to make a move or wat-so-ever.

i really don end2 end up like the song...好朋友

你说我比较像你的好朋友,
只是不小心拥抱着(although we never抱)...

don wan la....i alot 好朋友 already, now need a 好w/o the 子 that kind of 朋友...

hopefully she's the one ba...but if not also ok...can add on to my 好朋友 list...

LOST FOR WORDS...

2009-03-10T07:48:00.000-07:00

Missing someone is a strange feeling...

People say, the greater hope you have the greater dissapointment you get...

but being hopeful has a nice feeling attached to it...

Friendlies @ NTU...

2009-03-08T08:44:00.000-07:00

Well it was not so friendly...LOL...i gave them a few hits here and there... :P

When NTU's no.3 headed towards NTU's no.5 he asked..
"你现在断那里？" *translate* "Which bone did you break this time round?"

haha i happened to overheard...LOL...funny like shit la...donno to be angry or wat lor...

heng i got a chance to apologise before we went back...LOL...

Well we LOST all the match...haha...but manage to excute the tactic we wanted...

I SUPER HATE ETHAN GOH PEI CHANG!!! we always want to buy the same thing...this time round it is th HeadPorter Monogram Shoulder bag...shit him la...

Ethan and I cam-whored my handphone!!!
photooooooossss

The pictures below are OFFICIALLY UN-Glam....watch it @ your own risk...Jonathan will not be responsible for any damage caused...

a proper one to start the ball rolling...

2009-03-07T01:57:00.000-08:00

OMG!!!! Luo Zhi Xiang rocksss...BIG TIME!!!

hmm...was not expecting to even shake his hands la...the crowd was a killer...ppl were lining up since ytd...LOSER....haha

u know why i say loser...cause me and Ethan went @ 4pm...and we cut the queue...LOL...it was a long story..and then they said they needed some stupid sticker so that can go on stage and get the album autographed...but but.. i don have!! heng we stand beside a pair of China ppl...LOL...they had like 5-6 copies of the album...so we borrowed 2 sticker from them...LOL and get my album signed...

OMG he was so nice lah...he told everyone that he will not leave untill everyone's album was signed...at first i didnt wanted to jump into the queue...cause i don have the "Ceng Yao Qing Gong Ban Album" so the host was saying...Luo Zhi Xiang will only sign that particular album....hah when he arrived...all he said was..."我今天会把大家手头上的CD签完我才会离开!"

Then the host was saying,"小猪，你明天还要参加颁奖典礼，你需要休息... 这样做你会签到早上喔"

小猪said: "如果我签到早上，他们也配我到早上嘛"...LOL...

he was very persistant that he wanted to sign everyone's album!!! the place was filled with screams and more screams...he is sooo sweet and cute!!

The he added on..."如果在场的朋友有带来其他版本的CD 我也会签，如果你带殘酷舞台的CD 我就签殘酷舞台的CD..."

I was elated!!! i quickly tried to ask aaron to help me ask him sign...but...haha didnt manage to do so...then i saw the china ppl sneak in..so Ethan and I was daring enough to do so as well...people that queue up for donno how may hours were still outside...LOL..

Over here just wan2 say sorry....

When we gt closer to the stage...he noticed me and Ethan...lol...the was literally staring @ us...confirm...cause we have the Hypecrew...LOL...then after awhile...i was jus like looking @ him signning, he suddenly looked up and smiled @ me too...woots woots...

Wasted no time for photo...haix...i was really looking forward to take a picture with him...

Then they were giving away tickets for some 颁奖典礼...they needed people up on stage to sing any of his new songs...i was so tempted...LOL...

Then 小猪 changed...he didnt wanted people to just sing, he wanted them to do the 撐腰 dance...LOL i also very tempted to dance it...LOL...

realise the word tempted was used...in my mind was thinking so what if i go on stage and dance or sing, only got 2 tickets...who will go with me...LOL...so i thought about it, nbm i will leave my singing and dancing on my first show on 百分百 :)

okok photo time...

the irritating man...LOL...read www.haveyouethan.blogspot.com for more in-depth details as to why this man is the "IRRITATING MAN"

NEXO chalet...

2009-03-03T23:16:00.000-08:00

woots chalet was fun funnn and FUNNNNNN!!!!

first night was HIGH!!! a new clique has EMERGED...美声天团...lol...we all got 美声 one ok...LOL...any song is no match for us...LOL..因为，感情没有。。。(ryan will add on)...

haha...and thanks to KAY!!! we got a Wii to play...LOL...so fun la...it was attracting people from other chalet to come over...like honey attracting bees...

and in the night...we were just singing sweet melodies to Shi hua and Sophia..they were so 陶醉, that they did not wan2 go to sleep...and Sophia was getting restless...cause lack of sleep...haha...

When the Sun rose in the pool of crimson and gold...the 美声天团 was the alarm clock for EVERYONE!!...our singing was soo nice tt everyone wanted to hear it the first thing they wake up...爱爱爱爱，看我一支独秀...

No one was spared...

BUD, sylvia say your butt.............

it was just fun fun fun...alot of crap...haha...drinking session was crazy...LOL...ppl went out of control...haha

NEXO is LOVE......

training hard...

2009-03-01T08:12:00.001-08:00

okie dokie....

i must strat training hard so i can achieve what i wan in life....

1) Singing...must train much much more if i really wan2 be sucessful in the entertainment industry...

2) Canoe-polo...competition coming up very soon...and we are very phsically declined...better buck up...sprint better sprint faster...

3) Kick-boxing...must practice regularly liao....

4) Dancing...Ernest if u see this...LETS GO!!!

5) Get a JOB...

haha so many things to do with so little time....aiyaiyai....

TIME MANAGEMENT!!!

it is over!!!

2009-02-26T02:52:00.000-08:00

Well it has been intense LAST minute studying....LOL...alot of funny stuff happened while studying...

First of all... atudy week wasnt study week...LOL...it was Sports week...lol...it was either Basketball(aka rugby in Aloysius understanding), he play like seriously playing rugby...bang here bang there...haha...then it was soccer on the second day...haha...pretty fun..played for 10 minutes ppl from the condo complain...LOL...

he the past few days was doing push-ups...because we played Dai Dee haha, then loser must do push ups...we do like 100 over le...

Never study @ all...and i don like my new hairdo...-_-

Well then it was studying lo damn tough la...haha papers were generally DO-ABLE....but DFUND2 was very tough...tougher than expected...getting A this time round might not be easy...

Edevices, SSMAT and Emath2 was pretty cool...LOL...not must sweat given out while doing the paper...but studying tt time sweat like shit...LOL...

Then got one night while studying for Edevice, somehow we contracted the laughing gas...LOL...for no particular reason we jus laugh...laugh and laugh for good 45 mins...
then when ZhenYee wan2 explain...he himself laugh...LOL....

the next day was the same...LOL...they key word that keep hitting us was "BY-PASS" capacitor...LOL..

Then after Edevice paper...went to take bus...then after alighting @ Pasir ris int, Javern got down the bus and started to panic...LOL...

Javern: "Jon i lost my wallet!!"
Jon: "Ouh...u got check properly anot?"
Javen: *feeling all over his body*
Jon: "Nvm i go stop the bus...*tadaaaaaa hero to the rescue*"

Jon>>Driver: "Uncle 我们把皮包放在bus里望了拿..."
Driver: *Shows the 'come' hand action*

Javern bent down and took a glance and then said, "没关系，谢谢.."

i was like...WTH u took one glance and say nvm...okok...then when we got down the bus he wispered to me...........

Javern: "我的wallet在我的back-pocket....."

haha..LOSER lor....haha....

I got a new clique...."动力脚车"....lol our moto...够力够力...LOL...so cute sia...it is a karaoke clique...haha...

OKOK now planning my 2 month schedual...LOL....byebye...

=)

2009-02-21T07:53:00.000-08:00

happy HAPPY happy HAPPY ...^^

YEAHHHHHHHHooooooOOooOoo

POST

2009-02-20T18:24:00.000-08:00

Been thinking alot lately.......on things i should not have done, on things i could have done differently...but i guess ...as the saying goes, "What's done is done,just make sure whaterever is going to be done, will be done PERFECTLY"

I now can only wish for the best, and hope what i have done will not badly affect the situation now...

O.O

2009-02-16T07:03:00.000-08:00

我走了一个不能回头的路....
i have made a wrong move...

WELL well welll wellll

2009-02-12T20:57:00.000-08:00

HAHA..its been LONG ever since i did a proper post...LOL...well so sorry my 粉丝...LOL..

well manage to pass all my Quizzes...LOL...somehow or rather..

Hmm V days's gonna be lonely again, but this time it is not saddening...LOL...because...*words erased due to violation of human rights* yeah 就是她...haha..

i somehow feel that POLY is on track now...getting more and more used to the system..and now beginning to learn how to "Pon ten" lectures...LOL...
i never did it in Sem 1 lor...but under super GREAT peer pressure, i had no choice and had to succumb to it...LOL...
well i think i not so bad le...at least i am still in school...

In poly we just need to fufill 85% of attendance, many of my friends would take the last few weeks of school to "CLEAR LEAVE" lol...(aka skip tutorial)
They made ot sound like as if it was a honorable thing to do...haha..

Well..i manage to 开窍 at the lst few lessons..and now strict and discipline studying is going to start in 2 days time...

Last Saturday went out to meet NEXO!! it was sooo fun...haha it could have been better if Phoebe was not LATE!!!!
LOL...it was a nice outing...haha then we went to this place where we can play pool and sing Karaoke in an open concept environment. Quite nice place..LOL..best thing no one smoke in there..LOL...

then went to Kori's house..wohhoo...LOL...they played mahjong..LOL...well i could jus stare into blank space waiting to fall asleep...haha...and guess what i had CHURCH @ 9.30am...LOL...

And so i headed home, and reached homeground @ around 7am. haha and i decided not to sleep..i sat @ my COMFORTABLE SOFA...and trying my best not to fall asleep...and i fell asleep -_-...LOL...i drooled on my pillow...LOL..so funny...then Alan called me...Heng uh still can be woken up my the vibration...LOL...would not i confirm miss service liao...thank God for giving me strength..haha although very tempted to fall asleep, but yeah i wanted to hear what pastor had to say...

okok la i nth to write le...school was fun..LOL...

and my math teacher look like 葉問..haha

HE ROCKS....

OKOK pictures time ^^

FY in action..

Kori fantasising that he is a flower.. -_-

Orh ya peh ya som(translate to english way)

GAY!!

SHAHkemama..

A new clique formed MMY( mimi yan)

My SSMAT teacher has her unique sense of "HUMOUR"

See..so lame rite...neway Zheng Yee had the nickname fish therefor the Fish word was there..LOL

葉shifu...LOL...(my math teacher)

See the resemblence...LOL...compatibility 99.99%

Opps why is this here???

The Big "G"

alrights....see ya folks soon ^^

CNY 2009!!

2009-01-27T19:49:00.000-08:00

CNY 2009, was one that allowed me to start the NEW year again...

To know that....
1) God is Good
2) God is God
3) God is My God
4) God is My God whose LOVES endures FOREVER!!!

well not forgetting what God has told me during countdown too...this year would be a JOYFUL year me..and i have to live out every part of it...

This year did not do much visiting...LOL...jus went a couple of places...then year it marked an end to CNY 2009...mummy and daddy are back to work...they are going to work for 363 days again...to have 2 days of rest...LOL...how sad...

I too need to start studying EXAMS are round the corner...

okok photo time!!!

Wonderful evening...

2009-01-18T06:34:00.000-08:00

HAHA went to Dad's store there and had Pre CNY celebration...LOL...

All the uncle say i 18 this year all force me drink...LOL want to make me drunk...HELLOWW uncles...i got train de ok LOL...wan make me drunk not so easy de hor...LOL...

Food was fantastic...LOL..not odinary coffee shop food...was wonderful food...got shark's fin...big head prawns...got abalone veg...and many more...LOL...had alot fun!!!

They had gambling session...i didn't gamble of cause...walao they play like 200/500/1000 dollars de sia...i also don dare play lor...LOL...$1/$2 maybe i play LOL...i just watch and learn...LOL..they played some chinese card game...quite hard to play...

but i got the trick to it and slowly i know how to play...one uncle pump money lemme try...LOL...guess what i won!!!...won 200+...lol...beginners LUCK...

And i got MY HYPECREW le today...LOL...so happy...now wearing it to post this post...LOL...

okok gonna go sleep...abit tipsy though...tml got school somemore...LOL...

nites ppl...

a post for Goh Pei Chang

2009-01-17T02:29:00.000-08:00

ETHAN GOH PEI CHANG!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ETHAN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

[GUCCI colourway]

ETHAN....

although i only know you for like 1 yr plus, but i tell u all the times we spend singing in the pool...liking my FART smell(jiu chen gao)...talking about (Subcrew, Agnes B(agnia bay), all the other street brandings)..i really enjoy talking to u...hmm really appreciated u...and hooping that u will grow more and more in this upcoming year...

Was very gald that i could team up with you, fernando for the 3on3 competition...hmm what should i say...about the ONE BALL YOU MISSED?? or about the COUNTLESS POWERFUL SHOTS YOU SAVED...of cause your keeping skills lah...LOL...you were so ZAI...lol i also shocked sia...haha and guess what because of your hard earn effort, Fernando and I will give u a Spraydeck for your birthday pressie...LOL...sorry lah we poor...not like u..got Agnes B and Subcrew...

HAHA...sry i forgot ur birthday..but i hope all the Gucci Colourway will appease you...LOL

and not forgetting i will be praying for you TOO...

haha okok now go on and enjoy the rest of your 18th birthday...now must be more mature liao uh...18 liao...not a small figure but make full use of it...understand...LOL...

FINALLY....PLEASE COME FOR TRAINING THIS TUESDAY!!!

WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

2009-01-12T05:59:00.000-08:00

2nd place, 5th place and 9th place @ NTU CP 3on3..
haha never ever expected it...

haha...i was very glad...our MAIN objective there was solely to gain as much experience from others as possible, however we WON!!..it was a suprise bonus...

For the scores and results, can got to Ethan's blog..i shant repeat..LOL...http://haveyouethan.blogspot.com/

erm...i had ALOT of fun while playing...and i "COLLECTED" 2 GREEN cards...achievement?? i don really think so...LOL...

My most SATISFIED match was the on against SP Seaweeds(most talked team aka Strong team)...

The match was SUPER DUPER intense, the SP's senior was cheering their LUNGS out...we were super nervous, but we remembered what Andrew(coach) said on Saturday b4 Sunday's competition, that is to not let the distractions around us to overtake our minds...must keep focus and composed...

When the scored one Goal we were like..-_- sian...but we did not give up, we played hard and fought hard...i tell you..i gave my 1000% effort...i was so wanting to win this match to move up the leader board, we were determined that Seaweeds could not stop us from moving forward, then we played and played...no doubt they are strong, but we are STRONGER!!!

The score finally level to 3-3, the adrenaline rush was HIGH...no one could be as good as me to tell you how the feeling was in that match, SP cheering all the way making alot of noise to scare the shit out of us...but sorry we did not have shit, we had POWER!!!

The more they cheered, the more we wanted to win!!! and then Fernando felt the same fire..and did alot of powerful shots that helped us win the match... the final scores of the match was

.
.

.

TP-SP

8-4

Wooooohoooooo....i could feel the smile on my face gliding from my sideburn to my other sideburn...LOL....

welll Finals wasnt that fantastic...

we had a match with NP's Banana in the afternoon...we won them 5-3,

however we met them in the FINALS but due to our fatigue lvl rising up to the MAX!! we lost the last game...making mistakes after mistakes...the final score 6-3.. we lost...but we made a new friend from NP...Benedict...he was the GIAOster for NP...was GIAO-ing all the way...super power...LOL...

BUT but but but....we were very glad that everything was over....We were soooo ZONK out...we could not even get out of boat properly...

Alot of FUNNY stuff happened in pool that is super hard to explain here..so do ask me ok..okok...LOL

But i wan2 thank out coach Andrew!!!! he is like the COOLEST COACH LA!!!.

haha, i donno but i think where we are today depended alot on him, he made us possible, i could tell he was very worried for us during finals too...but well 2nd not too bad ba...LOL...

Where to find a coach that talk cock with u...laugh along with you...haha...HE ROCKS!!!

ANDREW YOU ROCKED OUR CANOE-POLO LIFE!!!!

haha now training even harder for SPCPOC(Singapore Poly Canoe-Polo Open Championship)
although we will be facing Alumni team, but we never fear...LOL...cause we are strong too...

Now pictures.....

On LORRY( when the cold wind blow)

Parting of my hair is changed...

SO SWEET~

Geared up..

My Energy bar..

Chilling out with DA TU ZI

TP WON!!!

SHOOOTOOOO~!

GOAL!!!

China Man~

Eat WIND!

the real TPawkers..

...

CheeToad..

MY NEW FAV SONG

2009-01-09T03:23:00.000-08:00

This song is about how a guy always needs to be at Second place in the Heart if the girl that he likes..but he is ALWAYS at that second place waiting for her...

第二顺位

羅志祥

一直是我陪你去躲回忆里的雨

你无心的叹息有心碎的声音

他的好他的坏他的不安定

他的故事是我和你爱情里的乌云

从我爱上爱他的你那个瞬间起

一直是雨天你只爱雨天我用伞保护你

亲吻着你苦涩味道的微笑

闭着眼睛我明白你想念他的秘密

我一直在第二顺位爱着你

一直从雨天一直到阴天

一直到晴天你逃离过去

我一直在第二顺位等着你

一直从昨天一直到今天

一直到永远我相信是我最爱你

聆听你说抱歉多过你说我爱你

你困在雨里我困在雨里我的伞湿淋淋

『没关系』是我最常说的一句

就让我等就算我冷至少我陪着你

Sorry sorry the Moment got me...

2009-01-05T00:52:00.000-08:00

Well had a rather long chat with MTT ytd...i was just sharing with him what i was fearing and wat uncomfortness i had...

but we talk things through and i realise yeah, me and him had come a long way back when i was in sec1 so like whether he in our cell not in also like i will still have that relationship...well..i thought about it yeah...then he drop me a couple of questions to think through...

1)What am i holding on to?

2) Am i building my faith on another person?

3) What is stopping me from accepting another leader? ...My Ego? PrIde?

4) Am i following God or just a man?

Well i thought thru and he kept reassuring me that he is still there and still avalible if i ever need his guidance or just needed someone to talk to...well i thought maybe i was just thinking too much ytd...

It is not as if he is going to leave the church or what...and yes the ripple that Ps Seng Lee created has now reached us, we are feeling the ripple effect...

I now will just have to learn to accept another leader, but yeah it will take some time.. if i am able to walk out of this and SHINE, MTT would be please, GOD will definately be pleased ^^

haha now i am starting to feel that MTT is important, everytime he was so close to us that we felt he was irritating, LOL now we would have to learn to treasure...

waaa piang, now only like seated up i already like so "tong ku"...if he going for mission trip how sia...i think i would just have to learn...thank god for this opportunity...

okok the 3ON3 FIRE is back on...LOL....

To Team Durian:
Watch OUT!!! TPawkers is here to raid ur boats...LOL....woooohoooooo!!!!

okok going to make hair liao...going out for KTV session ...^^

No Mood

2009-01-04T00:47:00.000-08:00

I really right now at this present moment got no mood to share about all the fun stuff i have been enjoying...

because now MTT(my cell leader cum ex teacher) is no longer my cell leader...i am like -_-

why a timing now, when i am like at the peak of things...i seriously cannot take another person as my leader...i know many adults have been hinting me of this...but i just don wan2 face it, MTT has like watched me grow from i was like 13...he know what is best for me...and would have already know all my "chao kuan" (my nonseanse)...

now...i know you are taking on a BIGGER role...but then, i really donno how to move on and take up this challenge, even if you are going to go overseas for like 2 weeks i also will like sad...now u are like not going to be our leader, although will still see you, but i doubt we will be as close...how to be close...when like u got so many other things to handle?? i wouldent even dare to talk to you...

i really am in a LOST now, although i know we are going to church and putting our faith in God, but now my closest member in church aka my spiritual father is going on to take a BIGGER role, am i like suppose to find another person to take tt place...NO WAY...i cannot accept it...

No one can replace that role model in my spiritual walk...but i guess this was how he felt when Ps Seng Lee had to go away, i guess he felt even worst, Ps Seng Lee is no longer in church, but although he is still in church, i think i would still feel very uneasy in this new cell...i tell you i will not feel comfortable, even so i will take like MILLIONS of years to over come this uneasiness...

No more Friday cell @ Chai Chee led by MTT, no more after service time with MTT, no more no more no more.....

Why He seated up cannot take charge of one cell group, i really damn sad now, i got totally no mood for anything, so what if he is still in church, but then we wouldnt see him in cell group, and now we are all not directly under him liao...what is this man....

A man who have seen me grown for the past 4 years, now is going to be replaced by a man who i barely could understand...a man who like i cannot respect as a leader YET, a man who i don really know what is his heartbeat....i know i know many will say , " Starting you also donno what is MTT's heartbeat what" but then it is different he was the one who taught me about Jesus, and the one who guided me along with Jesus...i donno how to say but it is just irritatiing...why kenneath cannot just take up the role or smth...

i donno i donno i don wan to know....

BYE BYE 2008

2008-12-30T22:10:00.000-08:00

well jus sitting in my room reminiscing on 2008...well it didnt start of well..the person i like was attached...LOL...emotional period till like March/April period...LOL...sad sad....but well things kick off well...i started to make new friends in Poly and started the have Fun...Oreintations and all that stuff...Actually God has been very gracious to me this year...he has always been there listening to my prayers...

Seriously...the period when i was most downcasted, he was there to Listen, i could really understand why he put certain things in my life to agitate me, thus allowing me to GROW, Jonathan of 2008 will grow into a better JONATHAN in 2009,

2008

Jonathan was easily tempered(as usual) and lazy...he often makes people angry, make alot of unecessary noise...

2009

Jonathan will be good natured, he will not get angry over small issues, he will be forgiving and will be less noisy, cannot say don make noise, cause got FOC, haha must SHOUT SHOUT, but yeah being a high "I" person, noise and me cannot part LOL...

I really LOVED 2008, kinda sad that it is going away ler...i still remembered how God touch me during Countdown 2007-2008...i was like tearing and tearing...cause of the relationship stuff..but he has told me to let go, at that point in time..i was so weak and could not resist and i allowed him to take away ALL my burdens...and i was just so Glad i could start 2008 w/o sadness, but yeah as i mention the sadness came back cause of certain things that i had to face with...

2008 has been fufilling, i got into TP Canoe Polo team...well it marks a start of me getting stronger...LOL...then i did my first exam in TP, which God really did see me through and help me to score better than expected...*phewww*

2008 was really fullfilling, it helped me to understand brothers better.. and my Blood brother came to know the Lord too...haha one year one family member....by 2010, our whole family ill be praising the Lord...haha...wooohooooo....

i am forseeing that 2009 will be VICTORIOUS for me, i am gonna break out of all strongholds and trusting God will see me thru all the way till i post again on 31 Dec 2009

yeah now going to mee online dealer...BYEBYE!!!

A story i came by...

2008-12-28T07:16:00.000-08:00

A Construction Worker's Dog

Four workers were discussing how smart their dogs were.The first was an engineer, who said his dog could do math with calculations. His dog was named T-Square, and he told him to get some paper and draw a square, a circle, and a triangle, which the dog did with no sweat.

The accountant said he thought his dog was better. This dog was named Slide Rule. He told him to fetch a dozen cookies, bring them back, and divide them into piles of three, which he did with no problem.

The chemist said that was good, but he felt his dog was better. His dog was named Measure. He was told to get a quart of milk and pour seven ounces into a ten-ounce glass. The dog did this with no problem.

All three of the men agreed this was very good, and their dogs were equally smart.

They all turned to the construction worker and asked, "What can your dog do?

The construction worker called his dog, whose name was Coffee Break, and said, "Show these fellows what you can do!"Coffee Break went over and ate the cookies, drank the milk, shit on the paper, screwed the other three dogs and claimed he injured his back. While doing so, filed a grievance for unsafe working conditions, applied for workman's compensation and then clocked out early on sick leave.

Am i REGRETTING??

2008-12-27T20:23:00.000-08:00

i donno i just don feel like i like the group...i guess gotta be me...everytime i join the group i become another person...why?? i just cannot clique into the group...well except KORI...but i still feel abit out from them...i just don feel comfortable with the whole group...i think i should jus stop joining them...neway i join also like ayiah no one really know i was there...ayiah donno la...i also donno why i posting this...just some of my feelings...suppse to be happy but now i am like freaking irritated...donno why cannot be myself when i am with them??? enough...

CHRISTMAS isn't CHRISTMAS if....

2008-12-24T10:35:00.000-08:00

Birthday Boy Jesus, was born 2000 yrs ago!!!

Well this year Christmas spend time with friends in the theater...LOL

OK i went in the afternoon to catch YES MAN!!!

Nice show....very FUNNY!!! And the Lead actress also CHIOBU...LOL....sweet looking girl...

wasted no braces...LOL...

i rate the show 7/10 (at first)

u see the word at first...i will come to a conclusion why i said at first...LOL...

YES MAN din't really give me the Usual POST-MOVIE highness...

haha...after movie we went home...then planning to meet SBC at DTE again...LOL...and i guessed it right...it was MOVIE again...LOL...

...

We went to watch IP MAN (eep mun)...w/o the matt accent...LOL....it's in cantonese for goodness sick...

OMGGGG!!!!! it was FREAKING GOOD!!!...

OMG!!! no WORDS could describe it man...LOL....i rate it 9.9/10....the 0.1 is because the shitty Japanese soldier shot 葉問...

walao....thank God he didnt die...would not ...i also donno what will happen....LOL

Wonderful show!!!! woah...it definately gave me a SUPER POST-MOVIE HIGHNESS!!!! all the way to the SKY!!!!

LOL it was like a good way to end 2008!!!...lol

Shiok man...LOL....i must learn the ways of 葉問...his humbleness, calmness and coolness...

wasey...he super duper cool....

世界上没有怕老婆的男人，只有尊重老婆的男人。。。coolness!!!

[eng translation: "In this world there is no man that fears his wife, they only respect them"]

Wa...not bad sia...LOL...and he is like SUPER HUMBLE la...wa!!!! Zai LOR!!!!

WA Donno what to say...he SUPER ZAI!!!!

I AM PROUD BEING A CHINESE!!!!

Finally she replied...

2008-12-21T22:00:00.001-08:00

NEXO!!!!!

Well HER phone spoil again...LOL...mine too...sian sian sian....

Competition with NTU was kinda cool....we manage to win like 1, 2 games...we played like 4 games...

NTU : TP
1st match: 3-1
2nd match: 2-3(win)
3rd match: 3-2
4th match: i donno i left early...

well good experience though...they din really thrash us la...u know starting when we were warming up, i heard this NTU guy saying to another NTU guy..say wan2 thrash us 20 nil....wa..i hear liao super buey song...

haha but yeah we played okok only..din really played tt well...Andrew gave us good scolding to wake us up...but i donno why Glenn can keep laughing...-_-

Then went to church....she din come for service.... i think she had something on....

I am anticipating for the NEXO outing!!!! lol....gonna make more friends then ever...LOL...

WEDNESDAY is countdown party for Christmas...LOL....shiok uh...hopefully she is going...LOL...

MY FETISH FOR BRACES IS COMING BACK...-_-

ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!

2008-12-20T08:40:00.000-08:00

N is for NEXO....mamasiitaloko....LOL

alah....sian 1/2 sey...cannot go 2nd day....then last day morning got event... T.T

I seriously wanted to go for ALL the days de lor...but i just can't...hmmmmm

AYAIH well thank God that i manage to make a few COOL friends...like...erm Sophia, HuiYa, KAY, Desmond, and got this girl who taught me the Mass dance,...coolio to the moolio,..LOL...

i hope i can fit in more sey...LOL...today i still like shy shy...donno why sia...like super not like me...LOL

Neway today had Christmas event...Thank God we did GREAT!!! everything went smoothely...although program went a little off schedual...But...we pull it off....

Thank you everyONE that plut a hand or leg into this EVENT...w/o you all...this event would NEVER been possible if i was doing it all ALONE...

COW: thank you for coming...and naming me Monster...-_-...LOL..

i doonno what to say....

TML IS FRIENDLY MATCH WITH NTU...i think it is like XIONG DUO JI SHAO...means just go there play for fun...LOL.....

erm....I WANT TO GO KTV SOON!!!!!!!! Leonard faster jio me go Teo heng...LOL...

kk i just wan2 say LAST thing......

NEXO STILL ROCKS \m/

NEXO!!!!!

2008-12-18T07:43:00.001-08:00

WAHAHAHAHA.....OTCW ROCKS \m/

althought i have not turned high yet...LOL...i was just too tired after many sleepless night...LOL... seriously i was like a walking ZOMBIE -__-...

NEXO rocks like to the MAX to the EAST WEST...ayaiah donno la...

NEXO jus ROCKS!!!!!!!

haha thought i would be all alone...LOL..thank God Fat shit was with me LOL...would not die uh...LOL...

well people are damn friendly...haha i wish i could like fit in immediately...but yeah who ask me backside itchy don wan2 go for FOC...now like donno any1...but yeah they were nice...

haha and BANGS are now like the BAMMMMMM!!!! LOL...so many people has itt....woahhh wind blow only all hold on to their bangs...LOL...

Well i met this girl name " Vanessa" ...a name given by me...LOL...no one will ever know who isit...LOL...coolio to the moolio uh~ haha

alah....so many things to organise....i am TEARING apart!!!...LOL...

i really wish i wont be outcasted sia....cause like everytime need to book out camp earlier then any1...somemore like i was so DAMN tired to talk...then ppl thought i anti-social...LOL...

NEXO i am NOT ANTI-SOCIAL....lol...i think u think i am..(hmmm)...LOL....neway guess what

NEXO ROCKSSS~

ALL IS OVER...

2008-12-13T08:10:00.000-08:00

Well TERM TEST are officially OVER!!!!!!!

haha been missing out all the FUN!!!..

LOL well me and her are alright now...erm she needs some time to sort certain things out with her friend..i think like her friend giving her stress...LOL..

( confirm like the guy like her, budden she don wan, think got someone a.k.a ME is better...walao what happan my EGO like high sia...sorry )

Yeah so glad no more misunderstanding...LOL...she made me EMO like for 4 good days...

NOW organising My HOPE Singapore..(Christmas event)...LOL...nice small cosy event...LOL...

Went TOWN in slippers today...LOL..super uncomfortable...LOL...

Yeha yeha....Adult event is very WELL DONE!!! thank God...

KK i tml meeeting the committie early gtg turn in ^^ Sayonara...

This is not what i am expecting after your return...

2008-12-08T18:18:00.001-08:00

Hi world,

i don feel good, i tout sleeping can run from everything...Leonard bluff me...i sleep i dream abt it...i wake up i think about it....but i seemed sooo much better in the dream land...i dreamt that everything was fine and we were living happily ever after...but when i woke up all i could find was upsetness and confusness...WHY?!?!

i wan2 let go but i just cannot let go without knowing why are certain things turned this way?

I jus send her a super long SMS, have yet to reply, but i hope she will reply and let me know why things are so COLD...

God help me...this is happening AGAIN and AGAIN...please send me someone i can talk to ....

T.T

to think or not to think...

2008-12-08T08:32:00.000-08:00

Annice say don harbour the thought that she will reply...but...i cannot put myself across without thinking what went wrong...she say maybe she met a new guy in the SL group...i am like wa VERY possible sia...i like wa SIAN 1/2...

I wont like cannot sleep, cannot eat, but i just cannot stop thinking...WHAT WENT WRONG!!!

I forgot ur BIRTHDAY??

I said something??

WHAT!!! WHAT!!! tell me would you??

I WILL LET GO, but would you just let me know WHAT WENT WRONG????

CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!!!

2008-12-04T04:45:00.000-08:00

1 more day till she returns...

2008-12-02T23:04:00.000-08:00

actually was planning to fetch her from the airport...but when i went to the Changi Airport web...walao SOOOOOOO many India's flight...i also donno which one isit...LOL...okok i also donno what to say...but i gues i gonna choose OPTION B...lol...okok pictures for the WHOLE week...

A "SWEET" button...

BOOO!!! computer programming...

See i am not lying...CP sucks

A SEXAYE LADY's neck

This is a forbidden place in TP...

Satallite Dish (Mat Rep style)

Almamak...Champion in the making...

Group @ roof...

The way up here...LOL

WHY?!?!

Technician @ work

Finally....

2008-11-27T04:12:00.000-08:00

Well sorry have been busy with all my QUIZZES...LOL...thats why nv post...

hmmm i am getting over it...she will be back soon ^^..i seriously donno how to tell her i forgot her birthday...LOL.. should i like give her another suprise?? take ur pick visitors and then tag to my chat box...

a) Bring her to Siglap for her favourite Cheesecake when she gets back and suprise her with a belated birthday cake...

b) Buy her a gift and pass it to her when she returns along with a VERY sweet card...

c) Call her when she gets back and apologise and talk to her through the night to make it up...

d) Pretend that i totally didnt know and just forget about it... -_-

ayaiah i donno...viewers please pick what u think is the best...but remember we have like nv went out officially for dinner or what so ever...so she might feel awkward and turn me down...LOL...

Well training is going to stop soon...TERM TEST coming...arghhh*pulling hair*

9 Dec Engineering Math 2 (Emath2)
10 Dec Digital Fundamentals 2 (DFund2)
11 Dec Electronic Devises and Circuits (EDevise)
12 Dec Static and Strength of Materials (SSMAT)

haha....4 major papers this Sem...hmmm i think i will do well ba...prayerfully and hopefully...
must maintain my GPA....drop uh i DIE...LOL...

kk i going to bathe liao...haha...and then go and RELAX...tml is FRIDAY!!!.slack day go school from 9am to 12pm..haha see ya peeps....

3rd day of the 2 weeks...

2008-11-22T06:40:00.000-08:00

Welll feeling much better today... talked to Thi yesterday...then she enlightenment me ALOT...
To Thi: "THANK YOU VERY MUCH ^^"

I now am slowly trying to yeah relax and not think soooo much...but cannot help but once in awhile to think about it...

Early morning went to school for training @ 9.45am...suppose to run..but team insisted to go gym...then ok lor...what can i say...lol...did pull-ups...then went gym...finished gym @ 10.4am...

We went to Cheers to get drinks...ETHAN thank you for the 2 buns...haha i forgot to bring my wallet along to gym...but thank god ETHAN bought me 2 buns to keep me alive...i was STARVING!!!

went back to the POOL....soooooo damn suprise that there isn't any seniors...LOL...WE RULE THE POOL!!!! woooohooooooo!!!.... warmed-up and started doin shooting...i think my mood was still more or less affected...i could not shoot well today...no matter how hard i tried...saddening...

Then played ball poession...dammn tiring...can die...haha...Haiqal like keep mooving and tricking me...untill i damn sian...

Then did moving shhoting drill...again i UNDERPERFORM...

Soon we played 3vs3...
1st team: Me
Fernando
Ethan

2nd team:
Chester
Sean Teo
Damian

3rd team(seniors):
Haiqal
Cheryl
Sheeny

haha well i guess i didnt played as well as i hope to play...but well we did well as a team i guess...LOL...teamwork and communication... ^^

after that I went home early...had no mood to do anymore of it...

My prayer request to the Lord:

Fernando has hurt his back again...i will be praying for him daily...God please heal him...he believes and i pray that u will show him a Miricle...PLEASE GOD...

Ethan is still not feeling well...please heal him till he is in perfect health...

Chester is still having cough...please heal him asap Lord...bless him with a easy time breathing and swollowing...his throat maybe affecting him...

Glenn's ah ma is still in hospital...LORD remove the Blood clot....protect her and do not allow anything bad ot happen to her Lord...

God, CJ is having fever..bring down the temperature right now in the name of JESUS...

God i submit the My Hope Singapore(Christmas project) to you..i klnow u have appointed me to hold responsibility, and i pray for your wisdom to teach me how to guide my team :)

God my finaly request for the day...Bless Chermaine in India...protect her...don not allow her to fall sick and i know Lord that she will be having a good time.. but i pray that u will remind her to read your word and continue to talk to you every night...bless her wil a safe journey when she returns...and bless the whole team...she will MAKE A DIFFERENCE for YOU there...

Christian please be praying tgt with me ^^

2nd day of the Long 2 weeks

2008-11-21T05:54:00.000-08:00

Well today has been much better...erm still abit LOST and feelings all MIXED up...

Went to school in the morning to do MATH QUIZ...well apparently i LOST 6 marks for forgetting to differentiate a second time...a dumbest mistake...i was jus thinking of her whole doing my paper...and i couldent care less about the paper..i jus wanted to get out of the room...i am all MESSED up...

Shit man...i donno what i am doing...if this go on...i cannot get into AEROSPACE...shit shit shit...

Skipped the last lecture of the day...and went for OTC interview...well thank god it went pretty smoothly...

Ya i went home and slept through the whole day...no mood to do even the slightest thing...then woke up by Mummy to go out for dinner...didnt have much appetite too...then came home and watched "21" the movie...erm kinda nice...the lead actor is handsome...well sometimes i donno why i look in a certain way...saddening...

Now i am all in for BLACKJACK...i wan2 do well for math and beat the system..LOL..daydreaming again...

Our moto: Don't get caught COUNTING...

1st day of the SLOW 2 weeks...

2008-11-20T06:33:00.000-08:00

I think i am very useless...i am letting little things go thru my head easily...

We had agreed to converse on the night b4 her flight...i keep calling and calling and calling but ya...i donno if it was because she had forgotten about it(which usually she does)...or she is just plain avoiding me...God knows...

I was kinda upset...but i send her a LONG sms...no reply too...hmmm..then my GOOD OLD SISTAR LYNNIE..told me i could call her @ 7am the next morning, but i thought ayiah she might not wake up so early cause her flight is 9.15am...then i called her @ 7.45am...haha finally some1 answered the call...haha....but soon my hope were DASHED!!!

It was her sister that picked up the call...which sound totally like her...then she told me she had already left for the airport and she did not bring her phone along with her...i was like o..okok...and I regretted like the whole morning, i was like, "Shit la...damn ..why didnt i just woke up abit earlier to just call her maybe i could just catch her"...i was super duper down...i couldent even bring myself to watch the TeeVee...i was like super regretting not able to call her...

It is going to be 2 LONG WEEKS b4 she returns...hmmm maybe short..but i am letting this regretful though reign my whole day...even up till now...i am thinking alot
of things that are irrelevent...i went to class MOODY...i went training like a piece of dumb block...

I got scolding from my team-mates and seniors...cause i just totally had no mood to think about the game i was playing...i was still holding on to why i didnt call her...

Then i took the chance to tell my senior i had to leave early cause tml got quiz...but actually i was just totally moodless to play games today...

Team if you see this...sorry for reacting slow today...

well nothing much to say got to go into LALALAND to see if i can find her there...

Goodnite...

Jus wan2 update...

2008-11-19T07:24:00.000-08:00

Dudes and Babes...

pictures will be up soon for all the events i have been through...LOL....

eg: Prom Night 08'

HomeComing II

Random photos @ school...

Well life has been very hectic, ppl are saying that i have NO LIFE now...cause of training...LOL...wan2 win IVP...wan2 win CP 3on3...how to slack...LOL

my studies have been slighty affected...cause like go school also think of Canoe-Polo...jia lat...

now i jus came back from training...LOL...the Team is improving...manage to win some balls from the seniors...although we know they "Let water" but yeah kinda happy...

Erm...love life.....no update...LOL

Ya ya ya... wan2 THANK GOD....today's weather have been walao...thunder clouds all over the city...every1 was telling me ayiah don go training la CONFIRM RAIN...but i think i gotta believe in the God that rules EVERYTHING...LOL...and i prayed...haha it did not rain....

Something i have learn...even in the most "SHIT" situation...if u are willing to spend the time to pray and believe...God will DEFINATELY answer them...

okok training schedual next week:

Tuesday: Pool training
Wednesday: Watch videos of matches
Thurdsay: Fitness Test..( die..haven been running alot)
Saturday: Pool training

yepyep....will upload the pics soon...once i get them from DESIREE..!!!

My days are getting TOUGHER...

2008-11-06T22:48:00.000-08:00

Tougher like an OVER-COOKED piece of steak...LOL..wat a lame way to express it but...LOL...neway guess what...i found out this girl's name...LOL...ok u must be wondering who i am talking about...hAHA this girl very funny de...erm i don know her..but every single morning i see her @ WS interchange, we take the same damn bus for the whole of semester 1 LOL...i even days when i over slept i still see her cause i think she over slept too...LOL..then one day i was sitting beside her, then i happen to see my friend so i asked him whether he know her anot, he said she was yr 2 in HTM, haha then i like alah sian uh yr 2 LOL....

then this morning, i saw my friend then we sat in the bus, well i think it was fate...LOL this particular girl boarded the bus, then i told my friend, " Aye u see uh this girl in blue......"

Guess what my ....she was waving @ my friend saying hello....OMG!!!!!! they knew each other!!!!! LOL and i got to know she is year 1 only...haha the hope is still burning...LOL...jkjk...name is Evonne..LOL nice name sia...LOL...

kk i know tt was like stupid lame shit...LOL...yesterday was a SHITTY day...totally had no mood to do anything...during lab take stupid photos...LOL..i will upload it onto my next post when i get all the photos ready...LOL...

Well as for my girlfriend, "Miss Canoe-Polo"...erm she is very demanding...now i need to go accompany her on every Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday and Saturday...and Monday i would need to go Gym to stay fit so i can have the strength to see her continuously for 4 days in the NIGHT...LOL...

I need to control my shitty TEMPER... i keep flaring up while playing...i mean that i flare up for even like the slightest thing...i am so damn fustrated with myself...hmmmm i outta repent and seek forgiveness from GOD...

God has been very VERY very faithful...everytime on training days, the sky is always gloomy...but i prayed a prayer and he answers it...sometime my teammates laugh @ me...but who cares...i know i have a God that answers to ALL my prayers... ^^

I think the weather has been holding on too long...the sky is gonna burst out in rain any moment...LOL...sorry you know, those ppl that have been praying for rain...LOL..

Well my team has been getting strionger and stronger...LOL PROUD OF YOU GUYS...LOL

WE WILL WIN IVP NEXT YEAR AND SET A NEW RECORD FOR TEMASEK POLY!!!

not the full team (dinnering @ MadJack)

Dexter's post...-_-

2008-10-19T06:24:00.000-07:00

Quiz Time!!!

1.The 1st person who tag/pass you this is?
DEXTER SIM!!!

2. Your relationship with him/her?
Gay friends

3. Your five impression of him/her?
Wow a hot BABE... turns out to be a guy -_-
Hair sooo long not hot uh???
He funny la...but i better
He has a very gentleman manners
He think he very cool...everywhere wear jacket LOL...

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
I donno leh...animal sex??LOL

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
NOTHING!!!

6. You got any wish or request to ask from him/her?
Lets meet more in school...

7. As a friend,what he/she has to improve on?
He has CUT his hair :D so nothing to improve liao...

8.If he/she became your enemy,you will?
Burn his remaining hair...even the ones down there..little dragonfly :P

9. If he/she became your enemy,the reason will be?
I got more hair than him???

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
make sure this coming sem, got no more supp paper :)

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
Hot Jap Slut...no la...nice guy...cool friend...best buddy

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
They must feel so honored to have me as a friend, cause i am the NEXT BIG THING..kidding

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
Joyful...

14. On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
Impulsiveness.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?In terms of looks?
Luo Zhi Xiang!!!wooohooo

16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.
Thank you for all the support please call 1900-JON-ROCKS...all precedes goes to Jon Foundation

17. Pass this quiz to 10person that you wish to know how they feel about you

#1 Terence

#2 Dexter

#3 Wei Li

#4 Dan Ang

#5 Dan Tan

#6 Ethan

#7 Fernando

#8 Chermaine

#9 Lynn

#10 Cammie

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
Joan... ^^

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
Female

20. If no.7 and 10 are together,will it be a good thing?
Not a bad mix la...but sorry la 10 attached >.<

21. What is no.2 studying about?
Wiring Electrical stuff...come out repair air-con de la...LOL jkjk...he in TP

22. When was the last time you had a chat?
With??

23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
She uh...hmmm varies...alot la..according to her...

24. Does no.1 has any siblings?
Yes

25. Will you woo no.3?
His heart only got MISS "K" :P

26. How about no.7?
Not bad sia...LOL can play in the same team...

27. Is no.4 Single?
Yeap Single..

28. What is the surname of no.5?
TAN Gu Gu...LOL

29. What's the hobby of no.10?
Talking to me?? LOL

30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
They "should" cause 5 always laugh @ stupid things..9 also..although they donno each other

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
Temasek Polytechnic....i heard TP canoe-polo team 2008 batch very ZAI!!!

32. Talk something casually about no.1.
He is BULLET PROOF...cool eh...

33. Where does no.9 live at?
Near my house...

34.What colour does no.4 like?
He like bit EMO uh with the hair..so i guess RED and BLACK...

35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friend?
Nope...they are hardcore gay buddies...

36. Does no.1 have any pets?
I think he use to have a rabbit...he like turtle too...

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
No way...LOL...

38. What is no.6 doing now?
Studying for his English O lvl paper which he is retaking?? LOL

OKOK now the 10 ppl listen up please go and fill it up and lemme know how u feel about me yeah...or rather let other ppl know how u feel about me LOL...

Canoe Polo training on a HOT HOT Saturday...

2008-10-18T03:18:00.000-07:00

WOW...
today was hot hot HOT!!! LOL...not a bad weather to sun tann...but i wore a LONG sleeved rash guard...LOL i don wan2 " chao tar " like my first week of saturday training again...LOL...can die uh...

Today's freshie team consist of......*drum roll*

Team 1
Chester
Sean
Glenn
Ah Seng
Ethan(my twin)
Shirley(some senior)**

Team 2
Fernando
JON
CJ
DamiAn
Andrew(Coach)

We played well...LOL...we didnt trash them...but we did win them...LOL..hmmm alot of ball possession not bad played...passed to hand...LOL...we did not bad lah to be honest...

We also did played with seniors...LOL i donno why sia i play game make ALOT of noise one..sometimes scold opponent...LOL...like he push me i scold him...i also wonder why i did that..LOL...o yah he pushed me with 2 FREAKING GIANGANTIC HANDS...which is suppose to be a foul...but yeah...REF..wth were u doing?? LOL

Good Game la...LOL...but i think the boat got bit crack...water sipping like nobody's business...LOL...

Today was a very encouraging game...weak people also played well...which was nice to see....cause in TEAM SPORT...you are only as strong as your weakest member...LOL..well said well said...

haiya gtg sleep la...recharge energy for tonight if anyone do ask me out...would not relax @ home would be nice too...LOL...

hey hey...

2008-10-11T06:43:00.000-07:00

Hey ppl....sorry man LONG time no update....busy with training....gym....

Having great training with ALL my team-mate now....We are getting stronger!!!! SP we are coming...LOL

F.Y.I : Singapore Poly have been the Champion for 6 consecutive years...

But next year Temasek Poly willl Kick ASS!!!... haiiiiiiiiYAK!!!!

Training, Gym, training, gym....LOL...where got time to find Girl...LOL....haha can school faster re-open...LOL...my cash is going out like how raindrops are falling on the ground...LOL....i cannot take it ahhhh...go out spend money...stay @ home also spend money..(online shopping -_-)

I need to watch my spending...LOL...like tt hor gimme Gold moutain also no use...also will spend finish...LOL....

Temasek Polytechnic Team Canoe-Polo ALL THE WAY!!!!!!

Something i find quite true...

2008-09-13T10:30:00.000-07:00

RED: I find true, you no need to agree...LOL

What Jonathanleejunde Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.

You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.

You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.(not all the time though)

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.

You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.

People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

over the weekend it was FUNfunFUN!!!!!!!

2008-09-12T11:17:00.000-07:00

On Wednesday, LOL we went to Yi Wen condo and had lots of FUN!!!...LOL we took photos...make noise...Disturb Security Guard...LOL....i showed the security guard how to do Shuffle...LOL...ayaih we damn nonseanse la...LOL nuncience to the public...but that is THE USUALLS...

pictures (explict content parental advise)
Watching PORN... -_-

LOL vain...

i am a SUPERSTAR (brighter than Leon)

By the "SEA"

By the "SEA" II

Act cute...

Group shot...

haha..

Cutie sey

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LOL... Retards...

Today the 12 of September, it is our BOSS birthday!!!! TERENCE ONG JUN JIE

lol HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU BRO...

Went to Tao's restaurant and then headed to HK cafe and slack...more details can be found @ Dex's blog...

pictures for YOUR eyes...

BIRTHDAY BOY !!!

ex BIRTHDAY BOY LOL

YOU cannot run from a 5 megapixel camera...

Gamer siao....

Wishing for a birthday gift for Terence...

mat reps...

Candid shots

Group shot

First WEEK of holidays....

2008-09-07T21:17:00.000-07:00

Ladies and Gentleman...HOLIDAYS can be freaking BORING...

LOL

Guess what...maple is the IN thing for people who have totally nothing to do...LOL...yep yep..

Then went to meet up with the S.B.C members..LOL...ya went makan @ Simpang..(Dexter it is Simpang not Senpang) LOL...ya..alot of crazy things happened..

Then on Saturday went for Feel The Power, it was a talk by this freaking huge guy who can break baseball bats, blow hot water flask, bend iron rod, roll up a frying pan...LOL...God has used his life well to share his wonderful life story..very very very toouching...when Jon say it is touching, it is definately touching...LOL...

Then Sunday came, went for church service...then went jamming with Aaron and Jon Yong...LOL...Pictures will facinate you !!!

Cry on my shoulder baby....

2008-09-03T23:48:00.000-07:00

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're away from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They're free

Chorus:

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

Chorus:

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do...

EXAM PERIOD!!!!

2008-08-26T04:18:00.000-07:00

haha was busy studying for the whole week......-_-

ok more like was busy relaxing my mind... -_-

okok okok i was just slacking my time away...but to prove i did my studying every now and then pictures would be my witness...

BookssSSssSSssSSs!!!!

Terence trying to act like he is studying -_-..

Freaking gay boy...

Annoyed with MATHS!!!

Would you SHHHHHH!!!!!

Mat Rep OI~

haha one fine nite went to Leonard's house to study...more like watching him play CS...LOL then in the middle of the night, Chee Kian Leo and I went into the kitchen to whipp up a good supper...LOL..and guess what?? LEO CANNOT EVEN MAKE AN HALF BOILED EGG...WTH!!!!! ok Leo no doubt ur mom is a good cook...but you did not inherite any good cooking genes...LOL...then slept @ 3am...but when we got into the bed...Chee Kian was like damn irritating and Leo too...flip here flip there keep disturbing each other...but soon all got tired and all of us slept...LOL...then Chee Kian stupid alarm clock woke us up @ 6.30 am cause he needs to go to school..damn sian then i needed to wake up to use the batheroom...LOL..then Leo ask me open door for him...LOL...then we slept till like 10.30am..then watch Olympics triathalon..sooo cooll..haha then aunty bought us chicken rice for breakfast LOL...shiok!!... then played CS for few rounds and then went home...

Leo egg...filled with water...(horrifying egg)

haha ...lol now i am in LOVE again!!!!

GUESS WHO?!?!?!?! LOL she is
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Yoon Eun Hye!!!! arghhhhhhh!!~ she is sooo swweeet!!!

She gives me diabeties...LOL

TT's all folks...

My SKY is CLEAR...

2008-08-16T05:17:00.001-07:00

Well...i HATE Poly's system...Like when we get a GOOD teacher, we are happy...but now i am all SAD because now tt module is over, so the teacher no longer is goin to teach us...i mean like walao just when i like have a relationship with my teacher u break us up... :(

Miss Katy Kan:

she WINS THE MOST SUPPORTIVE/CARING/WONDERFUL TEACHER AWARD. A wonderful woman indeed, she never fails to give me chances after chances, even when i am doing my project, late into the night i have no fear dropping her a msg asking her how to do and stuff..she would even advise me and tell me "don worry i will help you, go and sleep, send me whatever you have and i will see how it goes and reply ur email tml, now go and sleep..good nite"...where to find this type of teacher...i think i am seriously full of GRATITUDE...even when i was doing preparation for my presentatio competition, she was all the way with me, keep on encouraging me, thats why i didn't want to give up because i didn't want to let her down. She is definately one GREAT and WONDERFUL teacher...I AM SO GONNA MISS HER!!!! i cannot take it..i keep thinking of her day and night, i feel soo indebted...arghhh...

My Engineering Drawing teachers:

These 2 fellow WINS THE MOST PROFESSIONAL JOKER AWARD...HAHA these 2 jokers that bring life to us...they never fail to make us laugh, we look foward to every lesson with them. They never fail to liven up the atmosphere, althought the gentleman in white is very quiet..but he has his way, the one in grey, is FULL of CRAP...guess their age....*drum roll*

The one in white is...36 years old

The one in grey is...34 years old..

I was totally stunned...haha but well the phrase goes, don't judge the book by it's cover..haha they were definately the GREATEST TEACHERS that bring live to the class...

Mr Koh:

My Circuit Analysis tutor/lab teacher...will get a photo with him soon..he wins THE MOST PATIENT TEACHER AWARD. He is super duper patient with us, at time when we had Monday Blues, and we have his Lab lessons on Monday, we would throw tantrums and would not want to do his lab, but he is soooo good that he can talk you into doing it...and times when we get tooo noisy and when i say that i mean REALLY noisy, he has his ways to keep us down and help us to listens to lessons...he is one GREAT MAN...his children are very lucky to have him as a father. uuuhhhhhhhi sooooooo gonna miss this oldman...haiya..i donno why he is just a MR NICE GUY, i usually don't give this title so easily to anyone except for me, but yeah i have found a competitor... MR KOH JIA YOU!!!!!

Boooohoooo...i am like missing ALLL my teachers...exceot for some la who are just too lazy and cannot be bothered...LOL...no la they just cannot clique with us...haha....wa i like really sad and felt like tearing la...when like the LAST lesson with everyone of them...haiyosss...i dono sia...i

really really really really really really reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly reallly gonna miss them...

Everything is so FAST!!!

2008-08-03T03:22:00.000-07:00

Heys, its has been awhile ever since i blogged. Tests and stuff la..LOL..super packed, plus got training..LOL Beach Ball Babes, has finally come to an end. LOL i have my nights back, something i have to repent, i have been spending too much time on television, i have neglected my quiet time with God.

Well training has been tough, conflict with one another, although thank god none of them has to go to do with me, BUT come to think of it how can a NICE GUY like me have any conflict??? lol jkjk..no la just that some of my team-mates don like a particular guy, and being the nice person, i am like pulled both sides..yeah so u know...being the GOOD person may not necessarily be Good...LOL..

Today it is nice to see Alan back from camp(Army)..haha had a nice time catching up with him, ayaih i donno why sometimes when i talk to him i will scared he will beocme like Xin Ping, who ran away without saying a thing, refusing to recieve calls from us? Well but i know Alan will be secure and will continue to serve the Lord :) Thank God for Alan..i was serving in the Chior just now..haha Chermaine was suppose to be there but apparently she didn't turn up for Thursday's reharsal so yeah...tried to contact her but yeah..no reply untill Today morning she told me her phone drop into reserviour...how careless...LOL

Friday had cell group, LOL MTT was talking on the topic of DATING...LOL...it was quite intresting to hear from your leaders their perspective of dating...but on the other hand true, LOVE IS PATIENTS LOVE IS KIND.. if you love the person you will wait :) true true..

Well Poly life really SUPER DUPER HYPER fast...Tml monday...the next thing you know it's Friday again...LOL...i wonder is it a blessing?? Exams date are drawing nearer and nearer..LOL...well but somehow i am very secured and not really worrying...Thank God for such peace...but i got to pull my socks super HIGH if i really want to do AEROSPACE...LOL...so many foreign talents...but God will lead me through..so i not so worried...well my dream is to be my own Boss and start my own Pub and Restaurant...nothing much to do with aeroplane anyway..LOL..

Have been thinking of what i want to do after Poly..well the only answer i can find is.....................ARMY!!!

LOL the reason why i joined a sports cca is because i want to keep myself fit, i do not want to slacken off and become a fat lump of shit...so that i can also draw myself closer to becoming a Commando...i donno why but i just find that Commandos life is very intresting and at the same time tough...i like this kind of adventure, everyday u live your life under tough training, and learn to thrust God more...why not..at the same time gain honor and glory...haha Commando not everyone can be one ok...

DIVING!!! its been awhile ever since i went down there to see my friends...LOL...i planning to see if i can work for my Divemaster this coming holiday, every weekend just go diving with him and be his assistant...but that meanins i will miss service which i think MTT will object .. :( well i just have to find time to sort things out..LOL...haha

MTT has invited me back for CSP (councillor selection program)..on the 29th and 30th Aug..just nice i finish my exams liao...haha..its nice seeing the young ones grow out of their comfort zones and start taking charge of stuff. haha still remember those days, when we were in the program..kena tortured like crap..LOL..but now we believe in one thing, to teach them through soft methods..LOL..like what MTT say, you cannot be using the same technique for the rest of your life, when it needs to change, it needs to change...LOL...
Deep down in me i have a little thing pulling me saying not to go, after some stuff that happened, i really donno how to face some people, i know although i say i have forgiven, or i have reconciled with the person, but i still dono how to face it. Cause i think i have been running away from her, even at the wedding i tried to have minimal, or i would say none at all, conversation with her, i really got nothing to speak to her, i just cannot release it, i donno why, i jsut feel damn irritated when i think of this. Please God help me, teach me what to do...

Well rather long post...next post coming i promise to have pictures ok :)

THE AIR IS CLEARED!!!

2008-07-22T07:06:00.000-07:00

I am sooooo HAPPY!!! lol no more MISUNDERSTANDING...

ok rite now STUDY HARD for EXAMINATIONS..and TRAIN HARD for next year's COMPETITION!!

Outing to shop for Dexter's 'Wedding' Gift

2008-07-13T06:10:00.000-07:00

haha...INTRESTING title isn't it... Well Terence, Dexter, Weili and I went out suppose to just have dinner and just slack...who knows Dexter had something else in mind....

Went to Tampines platform to meet Weili and Dexter...then headed down to BUGIS to meet the B.B (BUGIS BOY) a.k.a Terence Ong...haha...then had dinner and then SHOPPING started...it was one of our most AIMLESS shopping we had ever done...and i saw this Luo Zhi Xiang necklace (look alike) but different design so i had to forget about it...and the latest edition of Casio Frogman is out...its transparent in colour...i didn't really like it...i wanted black...but neway the price is way too high, i would rather buy a ProTrek watch...Frogman was like $510 lol...dumb frog...

well it is a typical dive watch... 200m water resistance if i am not wrong..haha skully i buy liao go diving...reach 50m nia the watch burst...LOL...well i think why isit so costly because this one is limited edition...for the W.C.C.S (World Coral-Reef Conservation Society) well i very tempted to buy...but definately burn a BIG BIG hole in my wallet...LOL...
Then went down to Wei Li house to teach Dexter how to fold star...wat a LOSER...LOL jkjk...yeah managed to catch the LAST bus...LOL thank God...

okok enough talking have a few photos to share...LOL

Freaking cute la...the staff was like looking...i mean the PAW

Brother Bear...lol

Wo shi 'Xu Cun Mei'...LOL

Candid ???

Definately was posed... :)

You shot right through ME!!!

Well... when it is getting late in the night with 3 guys in the room...

I getting bored...Dexter can u like get ur engine started and faster fold...

Finally someone's shoulder to lean on...LOL

My shoulder also can lend de ok... 8.50/per hr (effect of Great Spore Sale)

EAT the DUMB HUMBLE PIE

2008-07-11T17:33:00.001-07:00

haha...sorry its been awhile...LOL ok tell u what i have been busy with...

Monday: 9am-4pm School

4pm-4.30pm Slacking in school

5pm-5.30pm Rest @ home

6pm-8pm GYM

9pm-10pm Watch Beach Ball Babes

10pm-11pm Use to watch some Lawyer drama, but finish liao...

Tuesday: 12pm-3pm School

3pm-3.45pm Lunch with Terence (at least we did it a couple of times)

4pm-5pm Home trying to get as much rest as i can

6pm-9pm Canoe-Polo training (Land)

9pm-9.30pm Bathing/Fighting for cubicles to bathe :)

10.30pm Finally reach home...then...zzZZzzZzZZ

Wednesday: 9am-1pm School

1pm-2pm Lunch

2pm-4pm LSP (some special program for Math)

4pm-9pm Canoe-Polo training (Pool)

9pm-9.30pm Bathing / Sitting down and wiat for cubicle, too tired to fight liao..

10.30pm-11pm Trying to relax my mind. b4 zzZZZzzzZZ

Thursday: 9am-5pm School

5pm-8pm GYM @ School (Canoe-Polo)

8pm-9pm Match (Canoe-Polo)

9pm-9.30pm Do i still need to say...

10.30pm-11pm Break down into million pieces and SLEEP...

Friday: 9am-1pm School

1pm-7.15pm Slack and do meaningful things..

8pm-10.15pm Cell Group

11pm-??? ZzzZZzzzZZzzzzZzzz

Saturday: 10am-1pm Canoe-Polo training ( GYM)

2pm-onwards Anything can happen....LOL

Sunday: 1pm-4pm Church Service @ EXPO

4pm onwards break...

HECTIC life for a 17 years old uh...LOL...Welll have been coping well with school work and stuff...not an issue...now is that my body does not have enough rest... :(

Neway i have LOADS to thank GOD for...

#1 Thursday when we were suppose to have match, it started to rain..it got heavier aand heavier...but i prayed and ask God to take the rain away...within minutes..the rain stopped...the lifeguard was shock too...he allowed people back into the pool...according to the lifeguard the rain would not stop liao even my coach said so...budden it STOPPED!!! GOD is good...

#2 God has been gracious to me...alot of wrong doing that i have done...but he still choose to forgive me and stayed by my side when i needed him most...

#3 I thank God for Pastor Bray Sibley, he is a very good preacher...i have learnt how not to be self concious and lead my life according to God's will...praise God..

Well God has been GOOD in my life... Sorry uh not much pictures these few post...LOL...not so 'ON' about taking pictures now...all memories are computed into my head...pictures not required...i will try to get a photo or smth by the next post...LOL PROMISE...LOL....ya... Attn: SUSIE thank you for reminding me to post...LOL.... Quizes are coming again....GTG study liao... BB

well WELL well

2008-06-26T22:51:00.000-07:00

someone once asked...what are friends? added on asking if they could be trusted
i tell u, they are placed there for PURPOSE...if only u could use ur HEART and DISTINGUISH who is truely harming you, and who is GENUINE and wants to help you...if u think that certain ppl are bad and they are like "BUSTURDS" i hope that u will finally see that the world has more horrible people to offer...but WHO AM I TO JUDGE? i cannot be in God's position and say u are bad..you are wrong...i can only be shifting my paradigm and look at different people with different perspective...like what i said in my previous post..if i just stay in my own position and hope that everything will revolve around me and everything will go my way...i guess it will take many miracles...
I donno why people hate sharks, they are very straight forward: if you get too close to a shark,he's always going to try to eat you...with people, sometimes they pretend to be your friend first...well i guess life is like this...it is going to be unfair, but u just have to make up our mind who/what do you want to put your trust in...God? your pet bunny? your LV bag? your self?

everyone will have different perspective you see...just how you will want to bring forth your way of seeing things...you can just stay in your comfort zone and see the other suffer, or you can step out of your comfort zone and share the burden with one another...

I wan2 thank GOD for the training on Wednesday, the sky grew super dark over @ east area...but i went out of house with faith, praying hard that it will not rain...but i was very demoralise when it finally rain when i was in the bus...i started praying super duper hard...it got even heavier...then i was like, " wa..God isit someone out there really need the rain?" but i didn't cared i just continued to pray...when i reach the bus-stop @ TP, the rain miraculously ceased...i immediately THANK GOD...and it didn't rain a drop after that day. I drew a learning from that day, in GOD's timing everything will be PERFECT, but however if we would like everything to happen in our own timing, it will be CHAOTIC...so GOD's way will never shortchange YOU!!

GOD BLESS YOU :)

Wednesday...

2008-06-24T23:17:00.000-07:00

Well today had CKT lecture in the morning...erm...LT was damn COLD...so i went outside...the i thought she always will come from behind so i went downstairs lor...but after like talking to my friends...she appeared infront of me..well i was DAMN SHOCK..i was dumbfounded...but she insisted to go in the opposite LT, which was pretty obvious that the LT i was standing @ was the LT she was suppose to be at...then i guess it was me..so i jus went far away form the door-way so she counld make her entrance into the LT...i was super tempted to ask her for a talk...but i guess i could not pluck out the courage...LOL..i donno la i very shy one, if i need to approach a girl to talk...donno why...but I guess without m pestering her she has less white hair...LOL..i sometimes really find myself a nuisence...LOL SOMETIMES only!!!...lol...

If 'YOU' happen to read this...i got something i need to say...i had always though u didnt even bothered to read what belongs to me, but i know it was not an excuse to blog smth not nice about you...could i find a time to meet you, to talk through? cause ya i feel very uncomfortable, even if we cannot be friends i would rather us clear this misunderstanding...cause if leave it hanging there, i donno about you, but i feel damn awkaward when i see you...ya sorry for the things i have done...

haha i THANK GOD for yesterday's training...it ended SUPER early...LOL...we did everything, RUNNING, PULL-UPS, SETS...we even did sets in the RAIN...lol...dammn fun...but in the end kena scolding by the Life-Guard...haha...not really scolding la but just to tell us next time raining don't train liao...and he also wanted to scheck if coach did ask we all to come back and train without the seniors...LOL...neway we cleared the misunderstanding...haha no worries...

i found this video from someone's blog...the song kinda nice...

Well FINALLY school started...

2008-06-23T06:53:00.000-07:00

haha...FINALLY school started...FIRST DAY...everyone except me, felt that the holidays was too SHORT, i felt that i was just too long...haha perhaps they had more stuff to do...which i doubt so..LOL...

Well it wasn't so bad...i thought the atmosphere in Lecture would be very UNFRIENDLY...but i guess i just need not bother about what others think about me, and just be me :)
My friends were like all the way supporting me, cause they were like as usual embarassing me, when she walk to the front. but i guess i had to tell them to STOP and let them know wat happen, actually i didnt want anyone to know, but i told them in a way that is PORTRAYING me as the BAD PERSON, but they refuse to believe, they say she no good no good...but i told them i was in the wrong wat...ayaih donno la...stubborn bunch of friends, they just don't wan me to get hurt la...hahaha...

Well school starts and i am MORE HAPPY...i will not have FREE TIME to do things that diobey GOD's commanments... well as i promised i will give thanks to GOD @ every POST...here goes...

I want to thank GOD for the LAST weekend of they holidays, because it was jammed pack however he manage to give me ample rest and that i can go to school with bursting energy, although i look abit tired like wat Miss Kan siad...lol...
Friday went out with Andy, Bamboo(Xue Qian), Leo...ahha went to KTV...lol...we had our own concert...the girls did not turn up due to last minute stuff...could not DUET with anyone tt night...lol...then sang and sang and continue to sing...LOL...we wanted to like ask the next room which was filled with GIRLS only to join use which is filled with GUYS only...lol...then went home lor...went to 443 to get Andy's supper, he keep tempting me to get too but i was very DISCIPLINE that i will not eat any...LOL....

Then Saturday morning, went for Canoe-polo training, LOL, gym training...then went back to pool and did maintainence of the 'Vampire' with Ethan...LOL fun fun and alot of fun...they say next time maintainence day call both of us can ler...LOL...i think will die uh..LOL..then Andrew(coach) taught us how to do ball controlling with our pedals...LOL...then that was about it, went home, and rush off to ALUMNI BBQ...had our discussion fest...erm talked about our dreams of the ALUMNI in 10 yrs time...haha Greenview Alumni Country Club? haha cool rite...then had BBQ...LOL had alot of food...i manage to run off here and there during 'ZHONG JI MI MA' lol loser had to eat alot of food...LOL...i was damn full liao... haha then had a nice chat with Annice and Kris...talked about Annice trip to Taiwan, it tempted me soooooo much that i am planning to go there like SOOOONN...LOL.. FULL SHOPPING FOR LUO ZHI XIANG STUFF...haha i am like goin to spend all my money on his stuff...he ROCKS...ahaha...talked to Ric also...his talking had power de...then talked to Andy also...his words very motivating de...helps you to think...ya and everyone just sat by the table and enjoyed the family talk...

Then around 12 rush home to join the Tribe @ the church camp...Alan came to pick us up..then booked into camp around 1.40am...LOL...couldent sleep @ all...haha was just too excited for the DragonBoat later on at 7am...lol untill Desmond told me it was cancelled, then early morning it rained... :( but i THANK GOD, even it rained the program went on very well...we had ALOT ALOT of fun...lol and i even had made more friends that i didn't know from other cell...LOL...another family i LOVE :) i was totally absorbed of my energy..i had no more to spare in SERVICE, but i worshipped with all my heart and during the Sermon, i keep falling asleep, you could luiterally see all those who went for the camp were NODDING their head, (sleeping)..LOL...but i guess God had given us a special msg also in our hearts, i recieved ministry too ..see GOD knows what we need :) ya then was as good as sleepwalking all the way home...lol..went home bathe and slept till 8.30pm, lol woke uo and ate Daddy's AI XING noodle, lol it was maggie mee but it taste damn nice...LOL...he always got special ingrediant de...LOL veggies, some sauce...beef...haha SHIOK...then waatch this nice GANGSTER movie and went back to sleep then it was SCHOOL :) then NOW i am writting this POST :)

GOODNIGHT PPL. I HAVE NTH ELSE TO SAY BUT GOD IS FAITHFUL AND GRACIOUS :)
GOD BLESS YOU :)

LORD i live in you...

2008-06-16T08:02:00.000-07:00

It has always been in my heart, struggling about LOVE life...WHY?!

Insecure??? Maybe....

Un-Loved?? NO way...

Lack of attention?? I don't think so...

Bored and want to try something new?? Maybe...

I seriously donno...but i guess i am just wanting to experience what others are having..but i guess my time has not yet come...The Lord has his plan...i shall not distrupt it...i donno..seriously...but i guess i got to thrust that GOD will walk me through this lifetime..the more i seek the less i will find... i got to learn how to TRUST in the LORD...

God please help me...i know ******** is definately not the girl for me...i know...although she wears a cross around her neck...but words that comes out from her mouth, it is not what u have taught me...GOD i know u have given her good genes..and thats why i have fallen for her good looks...but rest assured i wouldn't be that DUMB to fall for it again...please GOD led me to your side...let that emptiness be gone right now...YOU have always been there for me...everytime i call out to YOU, YOU are DEFINATELY there...not a single fear in my eyes except for the Fear of you...GOD lead me on!! YOU are the GOD i believe and thrust in...you are the LORD with me, every heartbeat in me says THANK YOU to you...I will look to you, NIGHT and DAY...sing of your greatness...YOU are th LOVE of my LIFE!! Praise you LORD...

I want to THANK GOD for one thing this week...for his LOVE and HIS patients for me..i know i have done things day in and day out not pleasing him...each time i think of something immoral, i has grieved the Holy Spirit...each time i talk some stupid joke or talk behind someone's back..he was upset...this wasnt what he taught me...but i thank him for being merciful with me..allowed me to make U-TURNS in this walk with him... i am super duper happy to have a GOD that cares for me :) JESUS YOU ROCK \m/...

People hold me accountable...i will have a Section for me to THANK GOD in every post...please hold me accountable :)

Now...i just so happen to look through my photos and found some OLDIES...lol most of then LOST due to reformatting and stuff...here are some CLASSICS...

Here is me when i was in M.A.D 2006....

Then here is me when i was going for Sec 1 orientation 2008 as Facilitator.

The JON that u all know has NEVER changed...he was as CRANKY as ever...as LAME as ever...but...one thing is for sure...NOW he know his limits and know when to crack certain JOKES...now he learns to LISTEN to ppl...learns to CARE about how others feel more...learns that the world does not REVOLVE around him...i got to change and REVOLVE around the people around me...
i cannot expect things to always go my way...FOR SOMETHING TO CHANGE I GOT TO FIRST CHANGE MYSELF..

BRAVO BRAVO...JON...WELL SAID...

haha thats all FOLKS...

Holidayssss..

2008-06-12T01:17:00.000-07:00

Haha donno where to start...erm..

Tue, went for karaoke session with Leo, Eunice and her friends...erm was rather upset with myself because i tried to sing 远走高飞 without singing my famous opening song, "I don't want to close my eyes" somehow this song helps me to open up my vocal cords..LOL..and i sang 远走高飞 like some 'kuku'...damn pissed off with myself...haha then after the opening song, i sounded back to normal..LOL...started to do more adventourous songs..LOL..and Cammie i did 为你写诗 it sounded ok..haha see got chance let u hear anot lor...let ur ears be FORTUNATE...haha..as usual sang 你那么爱她 with Leo...haha got a videon footage of it...Eunice die die wan2 video it...ya and both of us has found a new song to sing...千里之外..haha...ok lor that night was kinda fun la....had our fill of singing... :)

Wed, which was yesterday, went for training..haha it was POOL SESSION...haha did sprinting..and my hands are full of blister now...then had shooting...then sprinting again...passing...sprinting again!!!...lol...then it was FINALLY MATCH.....
Match was rather horrifying...my team all of us were not kayaking 2 or 3 star holders...but the opposing team had 3 stars 2 stars...then i had a lil fear..but well as usual i kept my composure...haha and they kinda make me centre man...whichh is like kind of chiong for ball...like macam play maker...and i went all out to play...cause i don't wan the opponent to think that they can beat us without giving a fight...so i went all out...i scored one goal...then i went out to let the others sub in so they can have a feel...however the opponent saw a loop hole..they did not stick to formation..then they got an equalizer...then it was half-time...time to change sides and they sub me in...so i played centre again...then ya Sprinted for the ball...did not manage to get it but i manage to knock the fellow off the boat...my boat went on top of his..LOL..i was amazed myself...then my coach was like...waaa so HIONG uh...LOL...then i am like...play game ma...haha then i pass the pass out to Glenn...then being the slacker...haha he got the ball and passed back to me...i shouted across telling him to go forward...then everyone came to me and he was open so i passed to him and asked him to shoot...haha GUESS WHAT we SCORED....final score 2-1..haha we won!!!!! LOL...then ended the training with sets....haha as usual...

Then went to meet the gang to watch KUNG FU PANDA!!!!.I shit my pants while laughing away...haha damn hilarious...haha...PO ROCKS...haha espicially the WUSHU-Fingerhold...i was laughing my way through...haha AS USUAL....THE AFTER MOVIE HIGH...we started jumping around E!Hub...hhaa no more ppl ma...so we jump from one esclator to another...haha we thought we like the Tai-Lang...haha FUNNY SHIT....

The People who enjoyed the movie with me...

Terence = Bugis Boy
Dex = Typical Mat Rep under void deck
Weili = Hip Hop boy....

kk will update soon ya ...i PROMISE.... :)

PRAWNING IS THE "IN" THING NOW...

2008-06-08T22:37:00.001-07:00

YEAH....went to "DISTRESS" with the brothers yesterday night...or should i say morning...we went to Pasir Ris Farm-way area to do prawning...LOL...it was fun...we went there by Alan's car...haha went to GIANT fest to get some tidbits to munch when we are there...

We started like around 12am...haha..that explains why it was this morning...they gave us BAIT...guess what isit...it was "CHICKEN HEART" lol ...i still remembered how i use to go PRAWNing with my DAD...lol he would always put the bait on the hook for me..and i would just do the prawning...lol...my hands were never dirty...LOL...FATHER's LOVE...lol...

But now i had to be INDEPENDENT...i had the chop up the chicken myself...haha althought it was abit gross..but the thought of me getting PRAWNs...i didn't care much about hygenine...

At the start, i 'ALMOST' and i really mean almost, caught 2 BIG prawns...but somehow didn't pray hard enough...haha the bait wass bitten off...You could see the prawn almost reaching the surface...but it was not hooked up yet...it happened TWICE!!!!...and subsequently it happen many other times...lol...

BUT guess what..?? yours truely caught 4 big prawns...haha it was an achivement sia...since i have not been prawning for a LONGGGGG time...haha Alan caught 5, haha and Leonard caught a BIG HARVEST!!!!!
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Not bad luh for a BEGINNER...lol...we had a TOTAL of 11 BIG prawns for supper...went to Leo's house to SHORTEN the MISERY of the prawns...LOL....time to WHIPPED up a GOOD meal...with only 11 prawns...LOL...it was kinda nice to see the PRAWNS die in BOILING HOT WATER...haha...abit SADIST but COOL...lol...ate and talk...ate and talk...the prawn tasted really GOOD... two thuumbs up....thank god for the good harvest...

Then went into Leo's rooom to play Asshole Dai Dee...LOL....i was the asshole for the fest few rounds...but u will never always be @ the bottom if u are willing to work hard...guess what i was the WINNER of the LAST round and Leo had to do 30 push up...whcih eventually turn out to be some sissy pucsh up...DragonBoat uh???lol...

Now i am like still lack of sleep...slept @ 5am....woke up @ 10.30...donno why...haha...God grant me more rest....ok i go sleep liao...haha time check...1.55pm...

i am ALL MESSED up...

2008-06-07T00:08:00.000-07:00

i donno how to begin...but i guess a RELATIONSHIP is not what i wan right now...but on the other hand i think i wan it TOO...

This girl on my list now, although i told her "i wasnt intrested in her"...but i guess i was wrong...it should have been "i THOUGHT i wasn't intrested in her"...KEYword.."thought"...i seriosuly donno why...i heard from my friends that they have seen her with another guy @ TM, and thats not it..she allowed the guy to hold her little finger...how GREAT is that? Friends holding fingers?? Like that i also wan2 be her friend...but i told the gang that, well it is "OK"..the guy hold one finger i hold the other 4 finger lo...but i have been brooding it for a LONGG time...i donno why...i just feel very DISTURB...because i donno whether i like her or isit another crush...And every weekend i tell GOD that i don't need a GF now...but i guess...i donno sia...*confuse*

Each time i try less to think about her...more of her faces pops out of no where...i "THOUGHT" i saw her on the bus...i "THOUGHT" i saw her on the train...but i guess it was all my imagination...i donno man...i really hope i can do smth about it rather than being helpless here...cause now i donno what isit? i sms her she doesn't reply...but online we talk like nobody's business...i donno what is the msg? only can be CYBER FRIENDS...i seriously donno...i seriously wan2 make friends with her..but is she willing...cause i believe i don wan2 go into a relationship without knowing what is she made up of...

SHE SMILES....I MELT...i think that happens to every guy she smiles at...i donno isit me or wat...but she just doesnt seem to be intrested to make friends...but on the other hand sometimes messages she sends tries to give an impression that i don mind being friends...i seriously is confuse...

People keep telling me that she isn't as pretty as other girls...but i am like saying in my heart..."I DON CARE..I JUST FEEL THAT SHE IS SPECIAL"...but seriously i donno how strong am i to hold my words...SOME tells me to carry on to slowly make her feel that i am there...but i guess if she isn't willing to...why bother...

She makes me feel like as though i am in a ART MUSEUM...i can only appreciate the art in the museum..i cannot buy it home...that kind of feeling only can happen to me....wan2 buy but don have the ability to do so...how HELPLESS can that be...Hopefully somthing turns out well...i rather she tell me STRAIGHT in the face and say that.."BACK OFF..I DON WAN2 TALK TO YOU"...rather than jus leaving me hanging there...sometimes talk to me somtimes jus ignore me completely...

GOD HELP ME AGAIN...PLEASE....

Jam Packed Weekend!!!!

2008-06-01T22:53:00.000-07:00

First of all.... MTT IS MARRIED :)
ERM I DONNO WAT TO SAY BUT DAD I AM PROUD OF YOU :) THE celebration was on for 2 full days SATURDAY(church wedding) and SUNDAY(chinese dinner).

well i was moving by faith, my test was on MONDAY, but i guess my spiritual father getting married was DEFINATELY more IMPORTANT!!!... haha i donno why but i just feel very HAPPY...erm God will watch over the newly wedded couples...they were definately made for each other...no questions asked..haha during the SATURDAY church wedding, we had a performance for MTT, haha guess wat i was playing the GUITAR(acting)...haha those who know me would know that i cannot play a guitar...i can only break the "picks"(donnoe spelling) or strings...lol i saw MTT's face immediately when i pick up the Guitar his whole face was like SHOCKED...he would never expect me to play the Guitar...LOL...then we are like doing BALLOON SCULPTING for the young ones and the young @ hearts... :P and ya definately took alot of photos over the past 2 days...DINNER was even better...we had alot of fun...after our marshalling duty it was just total FUN!!!....lol all the UNDERAGE people had wine in their hand...then some OVERAGE liao still drink LOSE to the UNDERAGE...haha had alot of talking nonseanse session...then the like ever serious Mr Ma...haha he cannot tahan our nonseanse and also started to crap with us...he quoted, "IF YOU CAN'T BEAT THEM, JOIN THEM" lol...well said...the dinner serve was great...LOL...seriously...if i say it is good, it is GOOD... *yum yum*..then had photo-taking session with BRIDE AND GROOM...lol CINDY was DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...*pheeeeweet*.. my MUMMY ma.. :) then went on stage because w were the YUM SENG PARTY...Hhaha the whole night was super fun!!! Tuesday both of them going for HONEYMOON...for 1 full MONTH.. uhhhhhhhhhhh....i will MISS THEM LIKE SIAO LAR.... :( ....ayiah ALOT of other funny things happen la...but wan2 state all hor...i think blogger need to CLOSE down...THANK GOD THAT HE GANTED ME PEACE AND WISDOM DURING MY MATH, DFUND AND CKT PAPER:) lol...so ya i will pass the time over to the photos..

CHURCH WEDDING...

DINNER @ THE LEGENDS

We manage to squeeze to one chair...

Photo-taking session..

Hi Nerds...

Tuck in your shirt...

SERIOUS UH~

like some MAFFIA ...GODFATHER..

erm...

Chinatown?!?!?!

Take stairs please..

Same Colour :P

Ma & Hui Ling

Candid...

Fooling around...Chee Kian is tipsy...

Shairul cannot count...its 1-7....

Gung-Ho warriors for God

Guai Guai nan hai....

Ps Seng Lee...we Love you

Wierd look

Just spam the camera memory la...

Again...

Ah Teck is super CRAPPY....

SO HAPPY!!!!

2008-05-28T08:20:00.000-07:00

IT'S OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCED THAT JON IS IN TPCP.
HAHA I AM SOOOOO HAPPY....LOL....A DREAM REALISED MAKES ME WAN2 GO FOR MORE...

NEWAY I ALMOST DROWNED DURING TRAINING :(

OUTING WITH SBC ...

2008-05-18T09:14:00.001-07:00

Ytd went out with the usual members...LOL great...now everytime meet confirm FULL strength...LOL...haha we went to eat @ 85 market...at Bedok there.. I LOVE 85 MARKET!!!!..do you know the people there "VERY" kind de?? our first visit the 'blanjah' us eat STINGRAY, KangKong... we ordered Chicken Wings, Satay...Blah blah blah...haha we eat till our HEARTS CONTENT...LOL....they serve really GOOD food there...however Dan Ang's "Ba Chor Mee" never come...haha then we decided to give up lo...and It was....

DESSERT TIME!!!!!!

Dex: Mango Pudding with Longan.....

Jon: Apple/Mango Ice...

Ter: Ice Kachang

Wei Li: Bo Bo Char Char

Dan Ang: Honeydew/Watermelon Sago

Dan Tan: Ice Jelly

Then we took a slow walk to the Bus 17 Bus stop...there we chill and talk cock awhile...then the bus came...we decided to go to our USUAL hang out...SAFRA TAMPINES or on WeiLi's terms SAFRA BEDOK...haha we went the and see our BELOVED UNCLE!!!...he ROCK \m/...forgot to take photo with him...sian he leaving the place soon...haix...then no table so we went to the LAN shop and had a game of CS...LOL...as usual the REST was "OWNED" by yours truely...haha ok la..not really la..i got let them win abit...lol...then after like half and hour...finally got table for us to play...LOL...then play lo...wa...i only can play on SUCKY table...i go Parkway there play...like not use to the smoothness of the table then like cannot play properly...haha not blaming anything or anyone...but ya...not use to it lor...haha...then after playing...went to 201 to have the usual stuff.ROTI PRATA/NASI GORENG/MEE GORENG.ICE HOLICK/TEH PENG..but now i no longer eat supper ler...so i only had my fav ICE HOLICK...somehow Indians make it nice...i guess they got SECRET RECIPIE(something you don't wan2 know) LOL....then went to our Very FIRST place where SBC started...the STONE BENCH of 201...sat there till like shiok sia...wind blowing our hair....haha i almost slept...then we talk about stuff from our HEARTS...LOL....everyone has a TARGET...LOL...i think everyone bah...LOL...then like we were talking about it lo...haha i kinda feel that we are good...@ least we are not gossipping...we are sharing our hearts...we did not SIN...thank god...:) then we talk and talk then went home like around 4 plus...haha took a cab lo...Dex don wan2 wait for first bus...bo bian...

The Morning woke up..aha around 11.30pm...it was still morning...LOL...Nv had my total 8 hrs of sleep...sian...now very tired lo...but for YOUR sake...i am doin it !!! are you TOUCHED??

Went to church...erm today's msg was very strongly emphasizing on UNITY!!!....

NO UNITY NO GOD...
Today there was no adult in our midst...all of them went for 144 retreat/re-encounter...so Aaron and I were tasked to anchor the cell...ya had a time of prayer and like ask lor how was thier week...ya...I LOVE MY CELL!!!... from today on...we will be more UNITED than b4...GOD will bring ppl in our midst for us to Love...Brothers...Jia You!!! then after cell...went to meet Terence and Dex...LOL EVERYWHERE was SALE!!!!!! i was goin BONKERS!!! LOL but i had self control...had to save money for year end's mission trip to India...so ya...only bought a couple of shirts...haha wanted to get this French Connection(FC) sweater...but somehow i don suit it..or it didn't suit me...so ya...haha self explain...then went to Topman...more and more Mat designs are coming out...sian...LOL...only a few shorts not bad look...ya lo...then went to FC saw Rahman...guess what was the first thing we said....it was not "HI"but..." aye here camera alot don steal uh"...LOL this one racist joke la...haha...then his friend tout he really steal stuff...LOL...let him clear his own mess..LOL...then went to River Island...nothing much amazed me...their design like flip here flip there use one...all like almost the smae...LOL...then went to A/X...haha was so damn tempted to get this jacket...then Ter said like walao u got like so many jacket ler...then i think ya hor...better get more clothings...then Dex go buy one shorts/ berms from A/X..erm he buy the shorts then the whole evening only can see us shop ler...LOL...but the shorts really very nice...very unique design...erm then went to have dinner...@ CENTRAL...ayaih one word..." LOUSY x9999999999999999" don ever go there...service sucks....food sucks....u know how the pass u the bill...they literally throw u the bill...and when they give u back the change also the same thing...SERVICE SUCKS to the CORE!!!...ayaih don wan to talk unhappy things...LOL...then went to Esprit...saw some shirts lo...so bought some shirts lo...haha and became member of Esprit...LOL...then Terence was still super hungry so went to the REAL CENTRAL @ PASIR RIS...lol...the kopitiam...eat till shiok lo...but as usual i didnt touch anything...haha then went home lor...everyone also tired le...haha...

My phone today like spoil sia...no msg came through...hmmm..i feel like damn sian sia...one day never hear from her like can die...lol...in lecture msg was like through and fro one...once we are like @ different place hor...the msg like sometimes will slow down...maybe the reception was bad...i only can think like that to make myself HAPPY ABIT...ya lo....ok la...your favourite section PHOTO Section....

Waiting for Food

Aftermath #1

Aftermath #2

Imerse with the PSP @ SAFRA

Time to EMO..cause phone is on SILENT HILL 1...

Training my "ZI PAI" skill...might come in handy..

He wants MORE FOOD!!!!

Still EMO-ing because phone now on SILENT HILL 2...

Close up shot...Wan2 see Dex's BLACKHEAD???

He also contracted my PSP Addiction

Still EMO-ing..phone refuses to leave SILENT HILL 2, it went further into SILENT HILL 3

Slackers on Board

Emo-ing @ it's HIGHEST level, getting a friend involve

OK!! Finally a MSG!!! FACE LIGHTED UP :)

Nice Background

The place where we SLACK till 4am

KK NOTHING TO BLOG LER...HAHA GTG SLEEP LER....MY PHONE NOW IN SILENT HILL 5 LIAO...HAIX...SADDED...BETTER GO SLEEP @ LEAST CAN DREAM THAT MY PHONE GOT ALOT OF MSG...HAHA GOOD NITE AND THANK YOU FOR READING TILL THE END :)

Poly Life SURE PASS VERY FAST...

2008-05-16T00:23:00.000-07:00

Hey Dear READERS...sorry luh...i know now u must be hating me :(...LOL soooo LOOOONNNGGGG never update...but ya sia...Poly u can say slack...but you try add up all the relax sesssion.....okok tell u wat lets do a simple calculation

School Max 5 hrs

Slacking Max 3 hrs

Girls Max 2 hrs :P( they talk to me)

Pool Session Max 1hr 30mins

Canoe-Polo training Max 3 hrs

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= No TIME for myself

HAHA serious sia... But one thing is that you cannot fell that time passes SLOW...cause it passes sure SUPER DUPER FAST...haha b4 you know it, its the weekend again...time to LKP (la kopi "terence term) YES ONG JUN JIE I SAW UR BLOG!!!...HAHA...SEE my blog motivated u rite...lol...

Canoe-Polo is the thing i am goin for now lo...LOL...traiing quite ok la...still can tahan...LOL we not like Dragon Boat...use muscle not use Brain...lol perhaps they don have one...LOL....Canoe-Polo is tactic...lol Dragon Boat wat??? row and row and row...the BRAINS also never use...follow the Drum only...haha ROW for WAT!?!?! now got somthing call SPEED BOAT!!!...Hellloowww get up to date please...LOL...no offence dear Dragion Boaters....LOL...

I LOVE GOING TO LT 52....It makes my DAY!!!...LOL....

Hey Dear Wierd Friend...i some how because of you i HATE the WEEKENDS...LOL...u la see..now i cannot enjoy THANK YOU UH!!!....ARGH!!!...LOL....(not ur fault la )haha.....

Some pictures of the WEEK!!!!!

Abang SaPau....

My Training Ground

Hui2 Snook me!!! Argh...

Haha they FORCED me to wear the Beanie... -_-

Arab You Specs COOL lo...Like Harry Potter

Horny Busturd....

Arab jus came back from ARAB...LOL...

HAHA HuiHui Say i not TANned!!!...lol...of cause i not TAN la...I LEE....LOL...jkjk...but seriously uh...my training all like in evening time where got sun de...sian lo..no SUN no FUN....sianzation...LOL...haha...but must get fit fest...LOL...tanned but all the fats blogg from left to right where got girl wan...LOL...

Ros also say i no need Jian Fei...Ros u haven see wats underneath la...lol... sian uh...LOSING WEIGHT @ TOP SPEED...haha Jia You jon....common ppl encourage me lei... -_-

haha STOP here ...got time i blog again ok ...TILL THEN... :)

A THOUSAND APOLOGIES

2008-05-07T03:11:00.000-07:00

haha my FAITHFUL friends,....i am sry that i have not been updating..LOL kinda tough at sch la...lol and its like studying every night...ya lo...so not much time...

but ya very happy to have known ALOT of friends that do STUPID THINGS with me STUDY with me.... *in no order of Merit*

CLASS
1) Othman
2) Bhai
3) Azman
4) Luqman
5) Aloysius
6)Arab
7)Khia
8)Ariff (primary school)

Other CLASS
1) Roseline
2) Mei Jun
3) Wai Hon a.k.a "Chiong"
4) Faiz
5) Dom
6) Ahmad
7) Jasmine

The List Goes on..Pardon me i forgot some of ur names :P

Yeah ytd went for Canoe-Polo training...it is VERY tough...but i am DETERMINED that i wan this CCA so i am not gonna give up...this Sat there will be another training...they said it is gonna be even tougher...THE TOUGHER THE BETTER :P...haha today went school ppl tout i gnagster sia....lol...my arms cannot straighten...super pain...LOL...then walk like some Macho person...lol...i know now not Macho yet...u all wait 3 months...Macho Jon will be in town..LOL...ayiah today in school just feel so WEAK...lol here pain there pain...LOL...sian lo...

I shant say anymore...gotta start revising my WORK....u may say because maybe 3 week school still high on studying...but i tell u....lol at least better than those who already not studying...LOL....

To thos taking MYE (espicially O level)(3rd express class):
LOL..please study hard i know it is gonna be tough...but hor press in...cause i know i will press in...and i know u can do it one...LOL...i will be @ the END POINT waiting for YOU...!!!...

kk TIME TO STUDY...

Hi after a Long Time...

2008-04-28T02:58:00.001-07:00

Well its been awhile ever since i blogged...LOL...Tired uh... To start off .......................

Saturday 26th April 2008

haha as usual we had our SBC outing...haha this time we went to watch a Movie...aWake!....nice lo...Jessica Alba is DAMN HOT...haha...Seriously sia....haha but i went home empty handed :(

:( LOL...some pictures for the day.....

It was WeiLi's idea...

Trying out what would be called a Jacket...

Posing for a memorable pic...lol i NOT prepared can!?!?!?!

Randommm images....

Tired uh!!!!!!!i Look RED like a Lobster (aftermath of canoe-polo trial)

Can we GO yet???

Dexter look EVIL...aka MILFHUNTER(Weili say one)

Princess Daniel Tan ...

Wei Li (Movie Explain-er) :P

He wan2 Fake us....but...how can u fake a 5 mega pixel camera?

haha then we went to PLAY POOL....Dexter keep on give me a Puke-able sight....

This picture u are goin to see has been Rated M18 and it is not apporiate for the ppl who is WEAK @ HEART.....don say i never warn you!!! (scroll down)

TADAAAAAA....LOL.....it is not once..not twice..but a million times...

Yeah tt was that day lo....haha ....now for School on Monday.......

28th April 2008 ( CKT Lab) *pictures will do the talking...*

Yeha will update SOON!!! i PROMISE....

School was GREAT!!!...

2008-04-23T00:55:00.000-07:00

haha...well i guess School has been great soooo far...LOL...jus finish looking through the CCA fair...erm...i signed up for 3...but not confirm goin for all la...jus see how...

1) Canoe-Polo
2) Canoeing
3) Wakeboarding

yup..yup haha...actually wan2 go for Dance Esemble de...but cannot find booth and i wan to do a sport and get fit uh...lol...SEA-SPORTS ROCKS....lol

my class getting more and more united!!!... AEROSPACE!!!! LOL...

Below are four (4) questions and a bonus question. You have to answer them instantly. You can't take your time, answer all of them immediately. Let's find out just how clever you really are. Ready? GO!!! (scroll down)

First Question: You are participating in a race. You overtake the second place person. What position are you in?
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If you answered that you are first, then you are wrong! If you overtake the second place person, and you take their place, you are second!

Second Question: If you are in a race, and you overtake the last person, then you are?

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If you answered that you are second to last, then you are wrong again. Tell me, how can you overtake the LAST person?!

You're not having a good time at this! Are you? Very tricky maths! Note: This must be done in your head only. DO NOT use paper and pencil or a calculator. Try it.

Third Question: Take 1000 and add 40 to it. Now add another 1000. Now add 30. Add another 1000. Now add 20. Now add another 1000. now add 10. What is the total?.
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Did you get 5000? The correct answer is actually 4100. Don't believe it? Check with your calculator!

Today is definitely not your day. Maybe you will get the last question right?

Fourth Question: Mary's father has five daughters: 1. Nana, 2. Nene, 3. Nini, 4. Nono. What is the name of the fifth daughter?
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Nunu? NO! Of course not. Her name is Mary. Read the question again!

Okay, now the bonus round. You can partially redeem yourself with this one!!!!!

Bonus Question: There is a mute person who wants to buy a toothbrush. By imitating the action of brushing one's teeth he successfully expresses himself to the shopkeeper and the purchase is done. Now if there is a blind man who wishes to buy a pair of sunglasses, how should he express himself...
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He just has to open his mouth and ask. He's blind, not mute - so simple.

HAHA ....

Orientation was FANTASTIC...

2008-04-19T02:42:00.000-07:00

sry guys for not updating regularly...lol...sorry la haha was busy with orientation all...lol....

First Day of Orientation already break all the ICE...lol..Super Fun la...but i went to the wrong class @ fest...heng uh i went to check again then i realise the mistake early b4 we even bonded...lol...then i went to the other class when i saw Othman...lol...then i was like swee la i know someone...LOL...the we got "Chiong" in the class...haha we like Gang sia..but FRIENDLY one...lol.. ayiah we play damn hard for the past 3 days lo...LOL...and our Group leaders Rock us till Death....JAMES (M809) Jun (M810) both class merge...LOL

Cuma, Cuma Kiss Kiss....Cuma Cuma Kiss kiss Kiss....We LOVE you alll....LOL....thx for everything Guys...u rocked Our First few Days in TP...I am TOTALLY indebted to u all...thx....all the crazy stuff we've been thru...LOL....although like sad uh never take photo with u all...haix....

OKies monday is FIRST day @ school....haha kinda excited but also scared to wan2 start studying again....i Pray hard that i can Excel and do Well...and bring the whole class together to Aerospace since tts what the whole class wanted...yeah....James and Jun ROCK on...PLEASE PLEASE keep in contact okies.... :) call us out for dinner or smth :)

Best Leaders.... James and Jun

Discussing who to Attack...LOL :P

Our shot b4 going to WAR!!!!

The Brotherhood...btw this is 1st day...lol

From Above

More Disscussion...(actually playing game)

LOL...when did Jun take this...

Class shot #1 (merged)

Class Shot #2 (merged)

Class Shot #3 (with one "Normal" girl)

The Local Girl among us :)

LAST day @ WORK....

2008-04-12T19:03:00.000-07:00

It's the LAST day of work...Somehow i am muissing it...LOL...i donno why but i think it is because today everyone got together...lol...the past few days only like 3 ppl...cause all splitted up into groups...then LAST day i also donno why everyone came tgt...lol...damn fun can.....haha i think actually today don wan to meet one... but the driver called and say that our stuff with the other group...then we went to take lo...actually i find them like Ah beng Ah lian.....but i turn out that they were damn NICE and Friendly and FUNNY people can...LOL they can really make your day...haha espicially Felicia...haha she is one LAME SHIT....lol....haha we SNAP ALOT of photos...like Singtel pay us to Take photo and sit around sia...haha...

We went for Lunch @ some coffe shop @ China Square...then 2 of them order some Ba Kut Teh...LOL...which turns out to be SHITTY...lol...before the could swallow their first mouth of soup.....Aunty came...

Aunty: "来年轻人要喝多一点药材汤。。"

haha it turns out that no one drank the soup...lol...both of them just left the soup there and they said the meat like chewing gum...cannot bite one...lol...walao eh then i was telling them why aunty sa fast refill their soup...lol....because........................aunty cannot sell finish...cause the shop is call "Good Morning Ba Kut Teh".....lol...afternoon one all cannot sell finish lol....then to our HORROR....the other table which consist of all the girls....all of them ordered Ba Kut Teh...LOL....and the finish everything in the bowl...and they say DAMN nice...lol....i think GIRLS got something wrong with their taste budds.....lol....

Ayiah damn funny la...haha the whole day was LAUGHTER.....LAUGHTER and MORE LAUGHTER...lol...i LOVE this GROUP...lol....then slack 3 hrs hor during break...like damn fast over lo....haha espicially after when Felicia woke up from her sleep...haha...she suddenly become so high....and she is one Girl who speaks stuf that guys speak....lol...eg. "PCC"...as in she ask ppl go PCC...lol ayiah i laugh till PHENGS la...haha...

Then time to start work...everyone all so united lo...haha...all within like 1 hr...everything all give out ler...lol....theres is one BIG difference why this time we can do so FAST....

1) First 4 days only filers

2) Last day Fliers+Notepad

Singaporeans all VERY 'gian peng'...LOL...but we also not STUPID...lol....we gave a ratio....

1 notepad : 5 fliers

haha....thats why we could finish fliers soooo fast....lol...
ayiah i really donno what to say liao...only one last concluding statement....

If i need to work another week with the same condition of LAST day, i can work can even 2 more weeks...lol....i LOVE the Peeps....

Group PHOTO!!!! NICE!!!!

She is like 19...lol her height tells me she's 15...LOL..sry "Bayi Felicia"

17 VS 20...LOL...

Da Jie Da bringing us AROUND...

This one Second Da Jie...

Someone's LAME idea to take the picture of all the sony erricson phone...turns out to be NICE!
I am in the CENTRE...all WORSHIP my phone....lol...

Guess Who came to see me @ WORK???? haha

Another Day @ WORK...lol

2008-04-10T06:34:00.001-07:00

I got nth to say but.....

THIS JOB IS DAMN SLACK...AND BORINGGGGGGG...

The photos below can prove it...

Kinda cool uh :P

Hey "YOU"...LOL this was the picture i wanted to send you...the msg goes along is

"An UN-GLAM photo, for a PRETTY GIRL...LOL...just wanted to make ur day with this :P...tty tonight rite... haha misses"

Step ONLI.... ZI CONG...

I SWEAR it was not PURPOSELY taken...

My group the girl take de...i never pose... SWEAR!!!

haha yeah YTD go watch UNTRACEBLE....haha as usual i got the After movie HIGH...i always thought i am the chracter inside...lol..."Jumper" i thought i also can jump...."10,000 BC" i tout i am the lead actor...lol...."Untraceble" i tout i the Special Agent...lol...i SIAO already la....haha byes ppl will update a proper post SOON!!!! i PROMISE....

WORK...work...WORK...

2008-04-08T05:45:00.000-07:00

I am currently working @ SHENTON WAY... HIGH class hor...LOL...i got a new job as a FLIER-giver...LOL...working for Singtel..haha...not so HIGH anymore hor...lol...ALOT of "CHICKs" can...lol they all not suitable for YOU all de...all very "MATURE" and "CLASS" one...SUITS ME!!!...lol...jkjk..i working with Terence...lol....everyday Talk and laze around...lol....we came up with a MOTO... "Want You take, don't Want SUA" LOL...and i think "ang-mo's" got a bad culture...they don take fliers...haha action sia they all...but some very nice...lol...espicially those who spend that 1second to smile @ you....some Singaporeans are just too stuck up...I SWEAR that next time i go town, ppl gimme flier i will take...cause i know how hard isit...haha i got to let go the "DA SHAO YE" attitude...lol....cannot ACTION ACTION...cause u know ppl will be upset with u...lol...haha this Job quiet slack..but damn boring...LOL....
Some may think i got the BEST job...1 hr $8..but in actual fact...u think about it.........

Go there= 1/2 hr
First-half= 3 hr
Break= 3hr
Second-Half= 2hr
Go home= 1/2hr

TOTAL= 9hr pay us $40....where got "hua"... 1hr like $4++ lo...

i thought i got a good deal...budden this 20 yr old guy named Dex...i got to know haha he woke me up and told me the thruth...i Kena SKAMMED....lol....

2 days down....3 more to go...LOL...Shenton Way also got GOOD FOOD...lol...really...You want to go ther EAT just ask me...i will bring u around...LOL...

And Ang-Mos are really RICH....walao eh all SPORT CAR...u know within one day i see how many FERRARI....5...they make FERRARI seem so cheap...lol...make me soooo MOTIVATED to get a CAR of my OWN...lol....then we were "Bio-ing"(looking out) for the OUB bank CEO daughter...lol...like the one in "Dou Niu Yao Bu Yao -He Qian Na"...find a rich girl...LOL...budden to no AVAIL...lol...this job kinda slack la...but DAMN BORING...too long la the break...waste time...BUDDEN...got no quota...they never say must give out how many...so we give RELAX!!!!...haha...

OK la...i thinkk some "PEOPLE" cannot read toooo LONG post...so i think i will stop here... :) and i am DAMN tired too...cause morning i "chiong" to gym have a work-out fest...haha have to continue work-out la...would not all effort gone to waste...haha...and for "THOSE" revising, JIA YOU...LOL....it's gonna end soon...LOL....i wanna go RELAX in the LIVING ROOM ler... byes...

STAY TUNE TML...for another Episode of Jonnie's AMAZING LIFE..

SBC (full) outing....

2008-04-05T10:23:00.000-07:00

Had Luch with Sis-tar in the afternoon...LOL RAIN-ed like MAD...LOL...we had a GOOD TIME catching up and having Sub-Way...haha she is a GREAT sis-tar to have :) IMY sis-tar

Finally we got ALL 6 members out...LOL we just enjoyed ourselves shopping and eating...shopping and eating...shopping and eating...LOL....

I got nothing musch to say...JUST only to say...MY NEW WALLET SMELLS GREAT!!!!! lol
I will let the pictures do the TALKING...

Seafood Plater for 2...

Muahahaha...LOST my VOICE now still eat all the fried stuff

Cold Crab....So BIG....(lying to myself...it was zoom-ed in)

Steal my LIME-LIGHT....

Now he SIAM...but still in photo.... -_-

After-math....

A character finally back with us... S.B.C (Gay-boy)

S.B.C (Cool Dude)

S.B.C (Ai-Mei Po)

S.B.C (JC Boy)

S.B.C (Hyper-Man)

Slackers...

"Quan Jia Fu"

We Wont't go home Without YOU..lol

haha...*Randomm*

KTV night with ALUMNI....

2008-04-04T23:08:00.000-07:00

well had to POST this today because YTD reach home late ler...haha after investiture had a great time with the alumni members....lol we went to KATONG sing K....LOL....i donno what i say but i know i had a GREAT time DUET with ANNICE ...."Ni Zui Zheng Gui" lol....she sing tt time so serious lo...haha "heng piao liang" :P haha yes Lynnie i am DAMN HAPPY....haha...ya lo...i will let the photos do the talking....then we like got chemistry sia...LOL i donno if she felt it tt way cause i first time DUET with girl ma...LOL...ANNICE you ROCK....\m/....

Then SING and SING till NO VOICE...ANNICE also no voice...LOL...damn funny can...LOL then we took a cab home...WALAO eh the Uncle like drunk sia...LOL...then i was like keep staring @ him...then i type on phone told annice, "i think the uncle drunk sia..lol" then she said ya i think so too...LOL...then when i drop Annice off she was like.."Jon take care uh...when reach home msg me ok?".... AWWww sooooo SWEEEEET....lol like "Da JIE JIE"....LOL....

Then when i goin back hime...the uncle like siao one can...he keep stomping his feet....then i was like siao liao....then i though he kena possesed sia....lol....i damn sacred...tout he wan2 "Rape" me...LOL....then i am like call my friend...say..."Ey tml got "MUAY THAI!!" training hor...then the uncle stop stomping...LOL...then being a HIGH "I" person...lol i started to talk to the Uncle...LOL....he damn kind hearted la...donno why but hear him talk like...ey this is a good man...LOL...then reach my house le i told uncle..."Uncle 小心开车 hor... :P 晚安 :)... see i also kind hearted de..

OKOK here are the pic from Aunty ANNICE camera :P

WHATS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?!?!??!

2008-04-03T05:44:00.000-07:00

HAIX...i donno whats my PROB...i woke up from a short nap...then woke up wan2 eat then my mummy told me she ate some...then i got Fustrated over nothing...i donno why....i jus threw the whole pack down and just went back to my room....JONATHAN LEE JUN DE....whats ur problem....haixx sorry i just need to do some soul searching.....

BULL-FIGHTING....YES/NO

2008-04-01T07:12:00.000-07:00

YES OR NO...

..SHE IS JUS TOOO CUTE CAN?? "YE MAN MEI NU"

LOL....you've got it...i have been watching then tawainese drama "Dou Niu Yao Bu Yao"...wooohoooooooooo HEBE rocks....LOL she damn cute in the show can?!?!?!?!...LOL

I feel soo much like the characters in the show....the character cry i also "ALMOST" cry...LOL...

I HOPE that "SHE" can be HEBE and i can be the guy always Protecting HER....

Just to qoute some lines that was said by them...here it goes....

When i am in love with her....(Chinese Translated)

>No matter how dangerous it is, i will always stand infront of her to block anything that might endanger her.

>Even if her wishes seemed impossible, I will be Her magic lamp and fulfil them.

>Seeing Her smile makes me Happy, seeing Her cry Saddens me

>I get mad when she gets Hurt, because i fail to protect Her

>When She is not near me, I'll worry about Her safety

>When I Lose grasp of Her, I sure fell Miserable and Helpless

>I will protect her FOREVER..until She realise I'm Beside her..always guiding Her.

Wa well SAID...WELL SAID....I LOVE Tawainese Drama...they always get my FEELINGS...LOL...

OK here is another one that I will LIKE to tell MYSELF....here goes....its in CHINESE...sry some stuff u from Chinese change to English the Power of the WORDS not there liao...so ya... :)

失败了，大不了回到原点。。

要退，也要努力过在退。。。(my fav)

要死，也要战过在死。。。

I LOVE CHINESE....

Wa episode 7 le...LOL can one la...LOL....i ytd slept @ like 4plus 5....just to watch...walao i think i addicted...then woke up @ 6 plus...got the urge to watch...so BO BIAN...gotta wake up and watch...LOL....then now SUPER DUPER tired...haha i gonna KnoK OUT VERY VERY VERY SOON.....like ....................NOW!!!!! *Booms*

A DREAM worth to DREAM...

2008-03-30T22:10:00.000-07:00

Well Sunday went out with SBC in the NIGHT to have dinner @ Botak Jones(bedok)....I ate some HOTDOG which was monster size....LOL...then went to have a game of pool @ Safra Tampines...LOL...

Me and Dan ang came up with this SUPER COOL game...when your friends are playing and you are waiting this game can be pretty COOL....watch...

the objective of this game is u must sit @ the end of the table and try to use another coin the hit the coin that is spinning @ the end of the table.....

then i did a little MAGIC just to please the CROWD........jon BLAINE....

HERE COMES the EXCITING PART.....

I went to sleep around 3 plus...cannot sleep la tooooooo many things on my MIND once again....

Then finally got the MOOD to sleep...went into room and slept...then 4 pluse wake up like walao time pass so SLOW...

Then went back to sleep....then i started to DREAM....the singapore dream(no la jkjk)

It all started as if that the world was coming to an end.....the i saw 'C*****', i saw her and i told her...i really like u....i cannot leave this world without being with u....i just started pouring all my feelings for her...then she told me she had he same feeling(wished in reality also like tt)...then suddenly she came to know God...and we became great couples...just trying to LOVE each other more when the end times are comeing closer...they sky grew damn dark la...dark as in DAMN dark...then we held OUR hands so tightly...we were determined that nothing could seperate us...She told me we could have started earlier...(rite...guys it was a dream confirm everything good will happen to me cause i was the one who make it happen)....she was so PRETTY...the helplessness in her face was the reason why i fell for her....I kept her secure in my ARMS....

Then out of a sudden...i woke up...wa SBS la...but forced myself back to sleep to continue... so it continued......

No more end times....We became couple @ the streets...i started to hold her hand...LOL..it was a NICE feeling...i could really feel it...her hands was like small and i would wrap my hands around her's...and they she started the change the way we held our hands...she crossed all our fingers...LOL...then somehow or rather...alll the SBC member appeared out of no where...LOL went to TOWN..our paradise...LOL...

Walk and walk and walk....tiredness was not an issue cause our hands were together...then we saw Asri and Nicholas Leong...LOL Asri was like "ey ey ey...LOL jon uh naughty uh" Nick was like, "Jon you finally got what u wanted..." i WAS like yeah (but ya again i remind u...it was a dream)...

Then i was like NEVER gonna let go of her HANDS...(this one in reality i also won't if i have the chance).... Then we continued to held our hands tightly and watch some Dance performance...LOL ....

Damn it...then i wake up ler i saw the time it was 1pm time passed so fast when u were ENJOYING.....walao eh tried to FORCE myself back to sleep...it JUST never seem to happen again....

i am willing to sleep for life as long as this DREAM keeps playing....

Ya thats all GUYS.... :)

Rule #1

2008-03-28T21:59:00.000-07:00

Yeah you are RIGHT... LOL went to catch the MOVIE Rule #1 with Denise...LOL SHITTY MOVIE i give it NOT 1 NOT 2 NOT 3 NOT 4 BUT -5 stars... -5STARS...LOL sucks to the core...LOL the storyline tooooooo Complicated and WTH...wat don let them touch u they will pass on to you...LOL wat a JOKE...i cannot take it la...walao eh no meaning lo....haha.....DENISE is a WATER-TANK...lol she can dink ALOT...and i mean ALOT of water. haha...

My own Rule #1.... NV TO LET 'HER' BE SAD...

Aisehh~ jon you so WEI DA...haha got my NEW HP pouch and Denise found out where is th FCUK outlet in TM...LOL it was in ISETAN...basket they sell all the stuff don even look like FC's clothing la...KNS...LOL then ya lo went in search for Denise's Stocking....

Then went to met Matt for a game of POOL...lol play and play then met my ex primary school classmate....LOL he want to 'qie' with me...then i bo bian must 'ying chou' LOL...then ayaiah let him win abit lo...LOL...must portray yourself weakt hen can have free games ma...LOL jkjk....

Then went to Tim's parents NEW house...which look exactly like the OLD ole except the smell...LOL...ya had a great time just meeting the family...LOL

Erm...donno what to blog sia......

PS: Admin, i hope this post is to your liking...LOL it was not lame...i am serious...LOL -__-

YEAH finally gonna meet 4E5 07' LOL...gonna have CLEAN FUN tonight....LOL i LOVE it when 4E5 come tgt...LOL cause we always enjoy ourselves... :)

Its Been 3 days EVER SINCE i BLOG-ed... PS uh...

2008-03-27T01:30:00.000-07:00

haha..I GUESs the LAZINESS is getting ALL over me...LOL donno where to start sia...haha okok let start off with an FUNNY event.....

Yesterday 26th March 2008(WED)
I went for X-ray...haha i tout i must take out my shirt all...then went into the room i took out my shirt half-way then the Doc(female) look at me and ask...

Doc: Are you feeling HOT?!?!
Jon: No uh...just getting prepared lo...
Doc: *giggles* Have you ever taken an x-ray before?
Jon: No..why u ask...
Doc: X-ray no need take off clothings one...
Jon: OooOOoOoOoOoO haha sorry Doc, sorry uh i 'Sua Ku'...
Doc: Neh-mind(thats what she said)...jus stand here...
Jon: Orh~(typical good boy)
Doc: Ok now take in a DEEP breath and hold it there...
Jon: HErrrrrrrrrppHHH *face turning blue*

i HOLD and HOLD...then the Doc go to another room....KNS i tout why she go another room i thought she prank me sia...LOL then i go breathe and breath...Suddenly she open one door...then say..."i tout i told you not to breathe..." LOL...chey she need to go another room and take the shot...LOL PS sia...must take twice...i think my LIFE-SPAN jus shorten by 5-6 years...LOL... :P

PS till siao can...LOL...then ya lo...haha...then she also keep laughing...then tell my MUMMY ...."Wa..your son very 'CUTE' " i could sense her sacarsium..-_- LOL....

Then got one night cannot remember liao...suddenly saw Jun Yong a.k.a Yong...LOL then we started talking cock on msn...when i was playing 'Dai Di' on Viwawa...KNS he make me LOSE 2 impt rounds...cannot concentrate la...the chat box keep lighting up...then he keep calling me NOOB...KNS sia...LOL then ya he gave me a call and we just talk cock till like 3.30am...haha damn sian la cannot sleep...then he better than Ramesh sia...haha he make ppl feel better bout themself...haha then he say....

Yong: Jon, don't complain...God give you eyes to see, ears to hear, nose to smell, tongue to taste and do other things....haha....

Jon: Hmmm...ya true...LOL (i agreed that Jesus gave me all those but i wonder which God he refering to ...)haha

Then we talked and talked...haha then suddenly he like EMO...then i also EMO...then i shared with him some of my sad story la...KNS he tell me he very sad SINGLE for 3 years...LOL I told him i SINGLE for 17 years....then he say sometimes donno better than to know what isit like...LOL i say ayaih u try b4 then u tell me...i don believe one i MUST TRY then no good then i will noe...LOL....

Ayiah talked cock with him damn fun la...LOL just share stories...then he like damn Gan Chiong over little things...lol...then keep asking me HOW uh How UH....LOL...then i am like "........" how i know how...LOL...ayaih then my DADDY wake up then saw my room light still on...then came in ask me....."WHY SO LATE HAVEN SLEEP.." then i 'BO BIAN'...haha then go sleep ler...LOL

then like tt la...i also donno what to blog le...ahaha...wake up damn early...gave Chermaine her usual wake up call...LOL...then Listen to her 'sexy' morning voice...LOL damn funy la

J: Hey Sweetie...Good Morning.... haha
C: h...h.aaa.r.rrll.ll...oo..ww( got the pauses in between..)
J: Still don wan wake up uh?
C: LL....AA..ZZZY....L.AA..
J: Faster wake up go prepare ok...later LATE again...lol
C: Alright sweet...msg you when i done :)

Haha...her morning voice damn funny la...then i go record down let her hear...LOL then she like LAUGH till 'Phengs' can...LOL...

AYIAH i seriously donno what to BLOG about lo...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH

PS: Ying Quan thank you for your concren...LOL really appreciate it :) and your outing say wan2 plan till now also haven execute...LOUSY.....LOL :)

PS: Dex 'bai tuo' i UPDATE liao u still dangling there on the SBC outing...

PS: Cammie, please take care ok...don't burn too much Mid-night oil...now oil price rising... :P

PS: Aim, FASTER come back....

PS: Denise, LOL sry uh that night...LOL ok la promise u go watch movie ok :)

SBS(si bei sian) UH......LOL......

BYE BYE

IN the WEEEEEEEEE hours...lol :)

2008-03-23T12:08:00.000-07:00

haha...can anyone GUESS where i am now?? time check 3.09am...

1. Australia
2. NewZeland
3. Changi General Hospital

haha quite OBVIOUS la...LOL i am @ CGH now...i know...i know don worry i am fine
Ya la one of my friend's mom got into some slight injury...THANK GOD she is OK now...ya spend my WHOLE ENTIRE night in CGH...from 11 plus...till now...LOL...kinda fun la...haha then keep trying to find where got internet connection...LOL but just could not find damn 'PEK CHEK' LOL...finally went into the ward then got this area LOL wanted to get a PICTURE for u guys but scared to take picture la...LOL u know why la... HOSPITAL sia haha its really good area to slack...LOL since i cannot get a photo of it i will describe... here goes.... LOL here got all the sofa u will ever need...LOL can sleep...LIKE what chee kian is doin now...

PS King #1

LOL...got TV...which cannot on... donno why...haha USELESS...then got this vending machine which is LIKE selling freaking CHEAP drinks...LOL 50 cents for anything... hot/cold...damn shiok la...haha i also wan2 sleep but hor i was so excited to tell u guys all these that i cannot sleep...LOL...forgot to tell u guys...i tried sitting on a wheel-chair..LOL damn fun la...then i sudenly think...WALAO eh how many SICK patients used it b4 sia...LOL then i faster go toilet WASH my HANDS...LOL...damn funny la...haha..then went inside ask the security.......

Jon: Bang, where the nearest toilet uh?
Security: Why play with my wheel-chair now wan2 wash hand uh?
Jon: *trying to act BLUR* HUH?!?!?! what u talking about....
Security: Now still wan2 act blur...i got CCTV la...
Jon: haha LAX LAX...i just trying out la...never sit b4...
Security: haha the toilet is @ B2 mus take a lift down...
Jon: Ayiah nvm la...lazy uh... thx uh...

Then i faster walk away...paiseh sia...LOL...then went out to see how was Chee Kian doing with his Poster for his tml some stuff @ school...i offered my help la..but i think wasnt much help...but he also 'bo bian' so late liao....i do anything he also agree with it ma...LOL...then i went to sleep on some bench like some Bangla...LOL i felt how they felt sleeping on the bench...TRUE...LIVE EXPERIENCE...

Now...Leo also SLEEPING.....

PS King #2

walao eh everyone PS me sia...LOL only now me and the NURSE...haha she chio sia... :P lax lax...not intrested in NURSES...lol i only intrested in one thing now.......................................................................................
haha ...i just finished my MILO....damn tasty la...LOL...SUPER NICE...

ALL PS me !!!....

The HOT HOT MILO...

Aunty is OK ler...but now need to stay in Hospital for few days observation...LOL tried to use my "charm" to make her smile...but she never smile...i damn sad sia...walao eh aunty like sian sian like that then i also sian sian...LOL....

Today got PPL complain my Blog getting EMO sia...HOW CAN THIS GO ON!!!
My blog must make ppl LAUGH make ppl HAPPY...LOL sry ah dear readers...LOL these few days EMO abit uh...lol cause ppl say EMO blog then got ppl tag...then try lo...haha but it doesnt seem to work...LOL i think i should stick to HAPPY and CHEERFUL blog...LOL....

Today went for church....was doin duty as INTERCESSORS...LOL professional sia the name...LOL.. then ya la had a GOOOD time prayer for the congregation...WELL WELL WELL what do you know... Cedric came to know the LORD...PRAISE GOD... :)

haha then had soccer session which i was TOTALLY not aware of...then i wore my NEWLY bought Zara pants and my Dopie slipper to play soccer in the mud...LOL Zara was clean la...but Dopie was totally soaked in MUD!!! ArGhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! haha...LUCKILY can clean uh....hahahaha then GAVE MTT a suprise birthday present....if u know him well enough...he don like ppl to give him gifts...so i think what we can do is to just WASH HIS CAR!!!!! its like been so MANY years ever since he WASHED his car...we scrub here scrub there...then found out that there was so much stain that could never been remove...its like a MILLION YEAR OLD STAIN...die die wont go away one...then now his CAR SUPER FAST la...because the WEIGHT of the DUST has been removed...LOL....now like F1 car sia...SHINY and FAST...LOL....he said it himself...LOL

Then went to have dinner with some of them...Jun Wei(who was the one who said my blog 'EMO'), Cedric, Chee Kian(who is now sound asleep), Aaron...LOL..then Dexter's msg came...i saw his name only know confirm bout POOL...LOL
Ya i was right...he ask me wan to POOL? LOL then i went lo...haha i IMPROVEED... yeahhhhhh...LOL ....then yeah went to Leo house awhile then ya...NOW I am in CGH... LOL fun-filled day la...but ya still PRAYING for aunty...she seemed very WEAKENED by the fall...ya :( AUNTY IF YOU SEE THIS...GET WELL SOON YA...MY MUMMY WILL COOK ALOT OF VEGETARIAN FOOD FOR YOU :)...

HAHA i feel very UNCOMFORTABLE sia NV give u ALL photo...here goes.....

NOW DOZING OFF LIAO...HAHA SEE YOU ALL SOON YA....*NEWAY THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG I DID OUTSIDE MY ROOM... :) YEAH!!!!

COMPETITION....!!!!!!

2008-03-22T10:07:00.000-07:00

Today went for Santification weekend day 3....was a powerful session...pastor pray we cry...the Holy Spirit was there ....i prayed for God to come and fill the emptiness in my heart...i really dono why last nite cannot sleep jus everything surface to me...but thank God he has Healed me...and make me Whole...

3 Points i brought home...

1)Start the day with God
2) Have compassion for those who tries to put you down...cause they are insecure...
3) Be Yourself, Rejoice in what God has given you....don Envy....

Welll....more and more competition....i donno how am i gonna win this...LOL...你要欢笑，我天天都让你欢笑，你要安全，我会不顾一切的保护你。你要人疼爱你，我全心全意地疼爱你。haha....wa...very great devotion lo...haha but i donno la....seriously sia... COMPETITION is great...but like what one person told me...."JUST START ONLY WAN2 GIVE UP HOW TO WIN". i won other sport competition b4 but this kind of competition...i would say i have NEVER win b4...lol....GOD...Should I do as what i have said?

GOD I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE.... :) THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME IN TIMES OF NEED...YOU ARE REAL TO ME... THANK YOU...I CANNOT THANK YOU ENOUGH... :) PLEASE HELP ME OUT THIS TIME TOO YA...I KNOW U WILLL :) THANK YOU...