Well had a rather long chat with MTT ytd...i was just sharing with him what i was fearing and wat uncomfortness i had...

but we talk things through and i realise yeah, me and him had come a long way back when i was in sec1 so like whether he in our cell not in also like i will still have that relationship...well..i thought about it yeah...then he drop me a couple of questions to think through...

1)What am i holding on to?

2) Am i building my faith on another person?

3) What is stopping me from accepting another leader? ...My Ego? PrIde?

4) Am i following God or just a man?

Well i thought thru and he kept reassuring me that he is still there and still avalible if i ever need his guidance or just needed someone to talk to...well i thought maybe i was just thinking too much ytd...

It is not as if he is going to leave the church or what...and yes the ripple that Ps Seng Lee created has now reached us, we are feeling the ripple effect...

I now will just have to learn to accept another leader, but yeah it will take some time.. if i am able to walk out of this and SHINE, MTT would be please, GOD will definately be pleased ^^

haha now i am starting to feel that MTT is important, everytime he was so close to us that we felt he was irritating, LOL now we would have to learn to treasure...

waaa piang, now only like seated up i already like so "tong ku"...if he going for mission trip how sia...i think i would just have to learn...thank god for this opportunity...

okok the 3ON3 FIRE is back on...LOL....

To Team Durian:
Watch OUT!!! TPawkers is here to raid ur boats...LOL....woooohoooooo!!!!


okok going to make hair liao...going out for KTV session ...^^