| Sunday, August 3, 2008 |
Well training has been tough, conflict with one another, although thank god none of them has to go to do with me, BUT come to think of it how can a NICE GUY like me have any conflict??? lol jkjk..no la just that some of my team-mates don like a particular guy, and being the nice person, i am like pulled both sides..yeah so u know...being the GOOD person may not necessarily be Good...LOL.. Today it is nice to see Alan back from camp(Army)..haha had a nice time catching up with him, ayaih i donno why sometimes when i talk to him i will scared he will beocme like Xin Ping, who ran away without saying a thing, refusing to recieve calls from us? Well but i know Alan will be secure and will continue to serve the Lord :) Thank God for Alan..i was serving in the Chior just now..haha Chermaine was suppose to be there but apparently she didn't turn up for Thursday's reharsal so yeah...tried to contact her but yeah..no reply untill Today morning she told me her phone drop into reserviour...how careless...LOL Friday had cell group, LOL MTT was talking on the topic of DATING...LOL...it was quite intresting to hear from your leaders their perspective of dating...but on the other hand true, LOVE IS PATIENTS LOVE IS KIND.. if you love the person you will wait :) true true.. Well Poly life really SUPER DUPER HYPER fast...Tml monday...the next thing you know it's Friday again...LOL...i wonder is it a blessing?? Exams date are drawing nearer and nearer..LOL...well but somehow i am very secured and not really worrying...Thank God for such peace...but i got to pull my socks super HIGH if i really want to do AEROSPACE...LOL...so many foreign talents...but God will lead me through..so i not so worried...well my dream is to be my own Boss and start my own Pub and Restaurant...nothing much to do with aeroplane anyway..LOL.. Have been thinking of what i want to do after Poly..well the only answer i can find is.....................ARMY!!! LOL the reason why i joined a sports cca is because i want to keep myself fit, i do not want to slacken off and become a fat lump of shit...so that i can also draw myself closer to becoming a Commando...i donno why but i just find that Commandos life is very intresting and at the same time tough...i like this kind of adventure, everyday u live your life under tough training, and learn to thrust God more...why not..at the same time gain honor and glory...haha Commando not everyone can be one ok... DIVING!!! its been awhile ever since i went down there to see my friends...LOL...i planning to see if i can work for my Divemaster this coming holiday, every weekend just go diving with him and be his assistant...but that meanins i will miss service which i think MTT will object .. :( well i just have to find time to sort things out..LOL...haha MTT has invited me back for CSP (councillor selection program)..on the 29th and 30th Aug..just nice i finish my exams liao...haha..its nice seeing the young ones grow out of their comfort zones and start taking charge of stuff. haha still remember those days, when we were in the program..kena tortured like crap..LOL..but now we believe in one thing, to teach them through soft methods..LOL..like what MTT say, you cannot be using the same technique for the rest of your life, when it needs to change, it needs to change...LOL... Deep down in me i have a little thing pulling me saying not to go, after some stuff that happened, i really donno how to face some people, i know although i say i have forgiven, or i have reconciled with the person, but i still dono how to face it. Cause i think i have been running away from her, even at the wedding i tried to have minimal, or i would say none at all, conversation with her, i really got nothing to speak to her, i just cannot release it, i donno why, i jsut feel damn irritated when i think of this. Please God help me, teach me what to do... Well rather long post...next post coming i promise to have pictures ok :) Labels: i will... |
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