| Saturday, June 7, 2008 |
This girl on my list now, although i told her "i wasnt intrested in her"...but i guess i was wrong...it should have been "i THOUGHT i wasn't intrested in her"...KEYword.."thought"...i seriosuly donno why...i heard from my friends that they have seen her with another guy @ TM, and thats not it..she allowed the guy to hold her little finger...how GREAT is that? Friends holding fingers?? Like that i also wan2 be her friend...but i told the gang that, well it is "OK"..the guy hold one finger i hold the other 4 finger lo...but i have been brooding it for a LONGG time...i donno why...i just feel very DISTURB...because i donno whether i like her or isit another crush...And every weekend i tell GOD that i don't need a GF now...but i guess...i donno sia...*confuse* Each time i try less to think about her...more of her faces pops out of no where...i "THOUGHT" i saw her on the bus...i "THOUGHT" i saw her on the train...but i guess it was all my imagination...i donno man...i really hope i can do smth about it rather than being helpless here...cause now i donno what isit? i sms her she doesn't reply...but online we talk like nobody's business...i donno what is the msg? only can be CYBER FRIENDS...i seriously donno...i seriously wan2 make friends with her..but is she willing...cause i believe i don wan2 go into a relationship without knowing what is she made up of... SHE SMILES....I MELT...i think that happens to every guy she smiles at...i donno isit me or wat...but she just doesnt seem to be intrested to make friends...but on the other hand sometimes messages she sends tries to give an impression that i don mind being friends...i seriously is confuse... People keep telling me that she isn't as pretty as other girls...but i am like saying in my heart..."I DON CARE..I JUST FEEL THAT SHE IS SPECIAL"...but seriously i donno how strong am i to hold my words...SOME tells me to carry on to slowly make her feel that i am there...but i guess if she isn't willing to...why bother... She makes me feel like as though i am in a ART MUSEUM...i can only appreciate the art in the museum..i cannot buy it home...that kind of feeling only can happen to me....wan2 buy but don have the ability to do so...how HELPLESS can that be...Hopefully somthing turns out well...i rather she tell me STRAIGHT in the face and say that.."BACK OFF..I DON WAN2 TALK TO YOU"...rather than jus leaving me hanging there...sometimes talk to me somtimes jus ignore me completely... GOD HELP ME AGAIN...PLEASE.... Labels: i wan to own that ART PIECE |
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