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Thursday, June 26, 2008
well WELL well
someone once asked...what are friends? added on asking if they could be trusted
i tell u, they are placed there for PURPOSE...if only u could use ur HEART and DISTINGUISH who is truely harming you, and who is GENUINE and wants to help you...if u think that certain ppl are bad and they are like "BUSTURDS" i hope that u will finally see that the world has more horrible people to offer...but WHO AM I TO JUDGE? i cannot be in God's position and say u are bad..you are wrong...i can only be shifting my paradigm and look at different people with different perspective...like what i said in my previous post..if i just stay in my own position and hope that everything will revolve around me and everything will go my way...i guess it will take many miracles...
I donno why people hate sharks, they are very straight forward: if you get too close to a shark,he's always going to try to eat you...with people, sometimes they pretend to be your friend first...well i guess life is like this...it is going to be unfair, but u just have to make up our mind who/what do you want to put your trust in...God? your pet bunny? your LV bag? your self?

everyone will have different perspective you see...just how you will want to bring forth your way of seeing things...you can just stay in your comfort zone and see the other suffer, or you can step out of your comfort zone and share the burden with one another...


I wan2 thank GOD for the training on Wednesday, the sky grew super dark over @ east area...but i went out of house with faith, praying hard that it will not rain...but i was very demoralise when it finally rain when i was in the bus...i started praying super duper hard...it got even heavier...then i was like, " wa..God isit someone out there really need the rain?" but i didn't cared i just continued to pray...when i reach the bus-stop @ TP, the rain miraculously ceased...i immediately THANK GOD...and it didn't rain a drop after that day. I drew a learning from that day, in GOD's timing everything will be PERFECT, but however if we would like everything to happen in our own timing, it will be CHAOTIC...so GOD's way will never shortchange YOU!!

GOD BLESS YOU :)

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Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Wednesday...
Well today had CKT lecture in the morning...erm...LT was damn COLD...so i went outside...the i thought she always will come from behind so i went downstairs lor...but after like talking to my friends...she appeared infront of me..well i was DAMN SHOCK..i was dumbfounded...but she insisted to go in the opposite LT, which was pretty obvious that the LT i was standing @ was the LT she was suppose to be at...then i guess it was me..so i jus went far away form the door-way so she counld make her entrance into the LT...i was super tempted to ask her for a talk...but i guess i could not pluck out the courage...LOL..i donno la i very shy one, if i need to approach a girl to talk...donno why...but I guess without m pestering her she has less white hair...LOL..i sometimes really find myself a nuisence...LOL SOMETIMES only!!!...lol...

If 'YOU' happen to read this...i got something i need to say...i had always though u didnt even bothered to read what belongs to me, but i know it was not an excuse to blog smth not nice about you...could i find a time to meet you, to talk through? cause ya i feel very uncomfortable, even if we cannot be friends i would rather us clear this misunderstanding...cause if leave it hanging there, i donno about you, but i feel damn awkaward when i see you...ya sorry for the things i have done...

haha i THANK GOD for yesterday's training...it ended SUPER early...LOL...we did everything, RUNNING, PULL-UPS, SETS...we even did sets in the RAIN...lol...dammn fun...but in the end kena scolding by the Life-Guard...haha...not really scolding la but just to tell us next time raining don't train liao...and he also wanted to scheck if coach did ask we all to come back and train without the seniors...LOL...neway we cleared the misunderstanding...haha no worries...



i found this video from someone's blog...the song kinda nice...



(未来巨星) has scribbled 11:17 PM
Monday, June 23, 2008
Well FINALLY school started...
haha...FINALLY school started...FIRST DAY...everyone except me, felt that the holidays was too SHORT, i felt that i was just too long...haha perhaps they had more stuff to do...which i doubt so..LOL...

Well it wasn't so bad...i thought the atmosphere in Lecture would be very UNFRIENDLY...but i guess i just need not bother about what others think about me, and just be me :)
My friends were like all the way supporting me, cause they were like as usual embarassing me, when she walk to the front. but i guess i had to tell them to STOP and let them know wat happen, actually i didnt want anyone to know, but i told them in a way that is PORTRAYING me as the BAD PERSON, but they refuse to believe, they say she no good no good...but i told them i was in the wrong wat...ayaih donno la...stubborn bunch of friends, they just don't wan me to get hurt la...hahaha...

Well school starts and i am MORE HAPPY...i will not have FREE TIME to do things that diobey GOD's commanments... well as i promised i will give thanks to GOD @ every POST...here goes...

I want to thank GOD for the LAST weekend of they holidays, because it was jammed pack however he manage to give me ample rest and that i can go to school with bursting energy, although i look abit tired like wat Miss Kan siad...lol...
Friday went out with Andy, Bamboo(Xue Qian), Leo...ahha went to KTV...lol...we had our own concert...the girls did not turn up due to last minute stuff...could not DUET with anyone tt night...lol...then sang and sang and continue to sing...LOL...we wanted to like ask the next room which was filled with GIRLS only to join use which is filled with GUYS only...lol...then went home lor...went to 443 to get Andy's supper, he keep tempting me to get too but i was very DISCIPLINE that i will not eat any...LOL....

Then Saturday morning, went for Canoe-polo training, LOL, gym training...then went back to pool and did maintainence of the 'Vampire' with Ethan...LOL fun fun and alot of fun...they say next time maintainence day call both of us can ler...LOL...i think will die uh..LOL..then Andrew(coach) taught us how to do ball controlling with our pedals...LOL...then that was about it, went home, and rush off to ALUMNI BBQ...had our discussion fest...erm talked about our dreams of the ALUMNI in 10 yrs time...haha Greenview Alumni Country Club? haha cool rite...then had BBQ...LOL had alot of food...i manage to run off here and there during 'ZHONG JI MI MA' lol loser had to eat alot of food...LOL...i was damn full liao... haha then had a nice chat with Annice and Kris...talked about Annice trip to Taiwan, it tempted me soooooo much that i am planning to go there like SOOOONN...LOL.. FULL SHOPPING FOR LUO ZHI XIANG STUFF...haha i am like goin to spend all my money on his stuff...he ROCKS...ahaha...talked to Ric also...his talking had power de...then talked to Andy also...his words very motivating de...helps you to think...ya and everyone just sat by the table and enjoyed the family talk...

Then around 12 rush home to join the Tribe @ the church camp...Alan came to pick us up..then booked into camp around 1.40am...LOL...couldent sleep @ all...haha was just too excited for the DragonBoat later on at 7am...lol untill Desmond told me it was cancelled, then early morning it rained... :( but i THANK GOD, even it rained the program went on very well...we had ALOT ALOT of fun...lol and i even had made more friends that i didn't know from other cell...LOL...another family i LOVE :) i was totally absorbed of my energy..i had no more to spare in SERVICE, but i worshipped with all my heart and during the Sermon, i keep falling asleep, you could luiterally see all those who went for the camp were NODDING their head, (sleeping)..LOL...but i guess God had given us a special msg also in our hearts, i recieved ministry too ..see GOD knows what we need :) ya then was as good as sleepwalking all the way home...lol..went home bathe and slept till 8.30pm, lol woke uo and ate Daddy's AI XING noodle, lol it was maggie mee but it taste damn nice...LOL...he always got special ingrediant de...LOL veggies, some sauce...beef...haha SHIOK...then waatch this nice GANGSTER movie and went back to sleep then it was SCHOOL :) then NOW i am writting this POST :)

GOODNIGHT PPL. I HAVE NTH ELSE TO SAY BUT GOD IS FAITHFUL AND GRACIOUS :)
GOD BLESS YOU :)

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(未来巨星) has scribbled 6:53 AM
Monday, June 16, 2008
LORD i live in you...
It has always been in my heart, struggling about LOVE life...WHY?!



Insecure??? Maybe....

Un-Loved?? NO way...

Lack of attention?? I don't think so...

Bored and want to try something new?? Maybe...







I seriously donno...but i guess i am just wanting to experience what others are having..but i guess my time has not yet come...The Lord has his plan...i shall not distrupt it...i donno..seriously...but i guess i got to thrust that GOD will walk me through this lifetime..the more i seek the less i will find... i got to learn how to TRUST in the LORD...









God please help me...i know ******** is definately not the girl for me...i know...although she wears a cross around her neck...but words that comes out from her mouth, it is not what u have taught me...GOD i know u have given her good genes..and thats why i have fallen for her good looks...but rest assured i wouldn't be that DUMB to fall for it again...please GOD led me to your side...let that emptiness be gone right now...YOU have always been there for me...everytime i call out to YOU, YOU are DEFINATELY there...not a single fear in my eyes except for the Fear of you...GOD lead me on!! YOU are the GOD i believe and thrust in...you are the LORD with me, every heartbeat in me says THANK YOU to you...I will look to you, NIGHT and DAY...sing of your greatness...YOU are th LOVE of my LIFE!! Praise you LORD...



I want to THANK GOD for one thing this week...for his LOVE and HIS patients for me..i know i have done things day in and day out not pleasing him...each time i think of something immoral, i has grieved the Holy Spirit...each time i talk some stupid joke or talk behind someone's back..he was upset...this wasnt what he taught me...but i thank him for being merciful with me..allowed me to make U-TURNS in this walk with him... i am super duper happy to have a GOD that cares for me :) JESUS YOU ROCK \m/...



People hold me accountable...i will have a Section for me to THANK GOD in every post...please hold me accountable :)


Now...i just so happen to look through my photos and found some OLDIES...lol most of then LOST due to reformatting and stuff...here are some CLASSICS...


Here is me when i was in M.A.D 2006....








Then here is me when i was going for Sec 1 orientation 2008 as Facilitator.



The JON that u all know has NEVER changed...he was as CRANKY as ever...as LAME as ever...but...one thing is for sure...NOW he know his limits and know when to crack certain JOKES...now he learns to LISTEN to ppl...learns to CARE about how others feel more...learns that the world does not REVOLVE around him...i got to change and REVOLVE around the people around me...
i cannot expect things to always go my way...FOR SOMETHING TO CHANGE I GOT TO FIRST CHANGE MYSELF..

BRAVO BRAVO...JON...WELL SAID...

haha thats all FOLKS...

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(未来巨星) has scribbled 8:02 AM
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Holidayssss..
Haha donno where to start...erm..

Tue, went for karaoke session with Leo, Eunice and her friends...erm was rather upset with myself because i tried to sing 远走高飞 without singing my famous opening song, "I don't want to close my eyes" somehow this song helps me to open up my vocal cords..LOL..and i sang 远走高飞 like some 'kuku'...damn pissed off with myself...haha then after the opening song, i sounded back to normal..LOL...started to do more adventourous songs..LOL..and Cammie i did 为你写诗 it sounded ok..haha see got chance let u hear anot lor...let ur ears be FORTUNATE...haha..as usual sang 你那么爱她 with Leo...haha got a videon footage of it...Eunice die die wan2 video it...ya and both of us has found a new song to sing...千里之外..haha...ok lor that night was kinda fun la....had our fill of singing... :)


Wed, which was yesterday, went for training..haha it was POOL SESSION...haha did sprinting..and my hands are full of blister now...then had shooting...then sprinting again...passing...sprinting again!!!...lol...then it was FINALLY MATCH.....
Match was rather horrifying...my team all of us were not kayaking 2 or 3 star holders...but the opposing team had 3 stars 2 stars...then i had a lil fear..but well as usual i kept my composure...haha and they kinda make me centre man...whichh is like kind of chiong for ball...like macam play maker...and i went all out to play...cause i don't wan the opponent to think that they can beat us without giving a fight...so i went all out...i scored one goal...then i went out to let the others sub in so they can have a feel...however the opponent saw a loop hole..they did not stick to formation..then they got an equalizer...then it was half-time...time to change sides and they sub me in...so i played centre again...then ya Sprinted for the ball...did not manage to get it but i manage to knock the fellow off the boat...my boat went on top of his..LOL..i was amazed myself...then my coach was like...waaa so HIONG uh...LOL...then i am like...play game ma...haha then i pass the pass out to Glenn...then being the slacker...haha he got the ball and passed back to me...i shouted across telling him to go forward...then everyone came to me and he was open so i passed to him and asked him to shoot...haha GUESS WHAT we SCORED....final score 2-1..haha we won!!!!! LOL...then ended the training with sets....haha as usual...

Then went to meet the gang to watch KUNG FU PANDA!!!!.I shit my pants while laughing away...haha damn hilarious...haha...PO ROCKS...haha espicially the WUSHU-Fingerhold...i was laughing my way through...haha AS USUAL....THE AFTER MOVIE HIGH...we started jumping around E!Hub...hhaa no more ppl ma...so we jump from one esclator to another...haha we thought we like the Tai-Lang...haha FUNNY SHIT....

The People who enjoyed the movie with me...

Terence = Bugis Boy
Dex = Typical Mat Rep under void deck
Weili = Hip Hop boy....

kk will update soon ya ...i PROMISE.... :)

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(未来巨星) has scribbled 1:17 AM
Sunday, June 8, 2008
PRAWNING IS THE "IN" THING NOW...
YEAH....went to "DISTRESS" with the brothers yesterday night...or should i say morning...we went to Pasir Ris Farm-way area to do prawning...LOL...it was fun...we went there by Alan's car...haha went to GIANT fest to get some tidbits to munch when we are there...

We started like around 12am...haha..that explains why it was this morning...they gave us BAIT...guess what isit...it was "CHICKEN HEART" lol ...i still remembered how i use to go PRAWNing with my DAD...lol he would always put the bait on the hook for me..and i would just do the prawning...lol...my hands were never dirty...LOL...FATHER's LOVE...lol...

But now i had to be INDEPENDENT...i had the chop up the chicken myself...haha althought it was abit gross..but the thought of me getting PRAWNs...i didn't care much about hygenine...

At the start, i 'ALMOST' and i really mean almost, caught 2 BIG prawns...but somehow didn't pray hard enough...haha the bait wass bitten off...You could see the prawn almost reaching the surface...but it was not hooked up yet...it happened TWICE!!!!...and subsequently it happen many other times...lol...

BUT guess what..?? yours truely caught 4 big prawns...haha it was an achivement sia...since i have not been prawning for a LONGGGGG time...haha Alan caught 5, haha and Leonard caught a BIG HARVEST!!!!!
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2 PRAWNS -_-

Not bad luh for a BEGINNER...lol...we had a TOTAL of 11 BIG prawns for supper...went to Leo's house to SHORTEN the MISERY of the prawns...LOL....time to WHIPPED up a GOOD meal...with only 11 prawns...LOL...it was kinda nice to see the PRAWNS die in BOILING HOT WATER...haha...abit SADIST but COOL...lol...ate and talk...ate and talk...the prawn tasted really GOOD... two thuumbs up....thank god for the good harvest...

Then went into Leo's rooom to play Asshole Dai Dee...LOL....i was the asshole for the fest few rounds...but u will never always be @ the bottom if u are willing to work hard...guess what i was the WINNER of the LAST round and Leo had to do 30 push up...whcih eventually turn out to be some sissy pucsh up...DragonBoat uh???lol...

Now i am like still lack of sleep...slept @ 5am....woke up @ 10.30...donno why...haha...God grant me more rest....ok i go sleep liao...haha time check...1.55pm...

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(未来巨星) has scribbled 10:37 PM
Saturday, June 7, 2008
i am ALL MESSED up...
i donno how to begin...but i guess a RELATIONSHIP is not what i wan right now...but on the other hand i think i wan it TOO...

This girl on my list now, although i told her "i wasnt intrested in her"...but i guess i was wrong...it should have been "i THOUGHT i wasn't intrested in her"...KEYword.."thought"...i seriosuly donno why...i heard from my friends that they have seen her with another guy @ TM, and thats not it..she allowed the guy to hold her little finger...how GREAT is that? Friends holding fingers?? Like that i also wan2 be her friend...but i told the gang that, well it is "OK"..the guy hold one finger i hold the other 4 finger lo...but i have been brooding it for a LONGG time...i donno why...i just feel very DISTURB...because i donno whether i like her or isit another crush...And every weekend i tell GOD that i don't need a GF now...but i guess...i donno sia...*confuse*

Each time i try less to think about her...more of her faces pops out of no where...i "THOUGHT" i saw her on the bus...i "THOUGHT" i saw her on the train...but i guess it was all my imagination...i donno man...i really hope i can do smth about it rather than being helpless here...cause now i donno what isit? i sms her she doesn't reply...but online we talk like nobody's business...i donno what is the msg? only can be CYBER FRIENDS...i seriously donno...i seriously wan2 make friends with her..but is she willing...cause i believe i don wan2 go into a relationship without knowing what is she made up of...

SHE SMILES....I MELT...i think that happens to every guy she smiles at...i donno isit me or wat...but she just doesnt seem to be intrested to make friends...but on the other hand sometimes messages she sends tries to give an impression that i don mind being friends...i seriously is confuse...

People keep telling me that she isn't as pretty as other girls...but i am like saying in my heart..."I DON CARE..I JUST FEEL THAT SHE IS SPECIAL"...but seriously i donno how strong am i to hold my words...SOME tells me to carry on to slowly make her feel that i am there...but i guess if she isn't willing to...why bother...

She makes me feel like as though i am in a ART MUSEUM...i can only appreciate the art in the museum..i cannot buy it home...that kind of feeling only can happen to me....wan2 buy but don have the ability to do so...how HELPLESS can that be...Hopefully somthing turns out well...i rather she tell me STRAIGHT in the face and say that.."BACK OFF..I DON WAN2 TALK TO YOU"...rather than jus leaving me hanging there...sometimes talk to me somtimes jus ignore me completely...

GOD HELP ME AGAIN...PLEASE....

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(未来巨星) has scribbled 12:08 AM
Sunday, June 1, 2008
Jam Packed Weekend!!!!
First of all.... MTT IS MARRIED :)
ERM I DONNO WAT TO SAY BUT DAD I AM PROUD OF YOU :) THE celebration was on for 2 full days SATURDAY(church wedding) and SUNDAY(chinese dinner).

well i was moving by faith, my test was on MONDAY, but i guess my spiritual father getting married was DEFINATELY more IMPORTANT!!!... haha i donno why but i just feel very HAPPY...erm God will watch over the newly wedded couples...they were definately made for each other...no questions asked..haha during the SATURDAY church wedding, we had a performance for MTT, haha guess wat i was playing the GUITAR(acting)...haha those who know me would know that i cannot play a guitar...i can only break the "picks"(donnoe spelling) or strings...lol i saw MTT's face immediately when i pick up the Guitar his whole face was like SHOCKED...he would never expect me to play the Guitar...LOL...then we are like doing BALLOON SCULPTING for the young ones and the young @ hearts... :P and ya definately took alot of photos over the past 2 days...DINNER was even better...we had alot of fun...after our marshalling duty it was just total FUN!!!....lol all the UNDERAGE people had wine in their hand...then some OVERAGE liao still drink LOSE to the UNDERAGE...haha had alot of talking nonseanse session...then the like ever serious Mr Ma...haha he cannot tahan our nonseanse and also started to crap with us...he quoted, "IF YOU CAN'T BEAT THEM, JOIN THEM" lol...well said...the dinner serve was great...LOL...seriously...if i say it is good, it is GOOD... *yum yum*..then had photo-taking session with BRIDE AND GROOM...lol CINDY was DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...*pheeeeweet*.. my MUMMY ma.. :) then went on stage because w were the YUM SENG PARTY...Hhaha the whole night was super fun!!! Tuesday both of them going for HONEYMOON...for 1 full MONTH.. uhhhhhhhhhhh....i will MISS THEM LIKE SIAO LAR.... :( ....ayiah ALOT of other funny things happen la...but wan2 state all hor...i think blogger need to CLOSE down...THANK GOD THAT HE GANTED ME PEACE AND WISDOM DURING MY MATH, DFUND AND CKT PAPER:) lol...so ya i will pass the time over to the photos..

CHURCH WEDDING...















DINNER @ THE LEGENDS


We manage to squeeze to one chair...


Photo-taking session..


Hi Nerds...


Tuck in your shirt...


SERIOUS UH~


like some MAFFIA ...GODFATHER..


erm...


Chinatown?!?!?!


Take stairs please..


Same Colour :P


Ma & Hui Ling


Candid...


Fooling around...Chee Kian is tipsy...


Shairul cannot count...its 1-7....


Gung-Ho warriors for God


Guai Guai nan hai....

Ps Seng Lee...we Love you

Wierd look

Just spam the camera memory la...

Again...


Ah Teck is super CRAPPY....









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